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fireblood · **A Place For Hate -** 07-25-01

I was suspended in a circle of dancing flames. The heat didn't seem to burn me, although; it was still quite warm. I looked to my feet and below them I saw a well, fillied with a crimson liquid. As I floated like air, trying to be perfectly still, i felt drops fall upon my arm. I knew they came from the well below me but did not understand how. Feeling a tight grip upon my ankles i glanced down to find shackles portruding from the well linked by a chain and pulled tightly as if...I knew now that I was not floating but hanging upside down...there seemed to be no sense of gravity here. Soft whispers could be hear all around me. They seemed like forbidden thoughts which tantalized my ears like the way a man is drawn to the passionate heat of a womans desire. My thoughts traveled amongst these. How peculiar it is to hear ones own thoughts spoken from outside of oneself. It began to dawn on me where I was. How strange this feeling was. I knew I was surrounded by statues of things never before imagined. So many dark pasts and futures, how could I hope to escape? Did I want to? The room was circular and dark, you could only see it through your minds eye, terrifying in its own presence. The only light that warmed the room was emanating from the circle of fire which seemed to protect and threaten me at the same time. Confusion was the key here, I knoew that now. I began to hear some of the thoughts around me: Cold, dark and filled with with vengeance. I knew where I was now, I mean I really knew. This was the place where all anger was kept like keys on a ring. I used to think I was bottling up all my rage and feared that some day it would burst out, forcing me to lash out and hurt my wife or kids, maybe even buy a gun, that sort of thing. Maybe thats why I am always drawn from woman to woman never stabilizing myself in all of my 20 years of life. This had worries me for such a long time but I had been wrong, I know tha now. My anger and rage itself had been too scared to try and leave this hole in which satan himself could never leave. This place was ultimately more powerful then even the cold feeling of death. "WHY AM I HERE?" This did not attract an answer, usually never does. What if I could never leave...

This dream is not far off from some of the things we feel. We may sometimes wonder why it's so hard to be mad without actually hurting oneself or others. Don't! Just be thankful!

fireblood · **Re: A Place For Hate -** 07-25-01

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Originally posted by fireblood
I was suspended in a circle of dancing flames. The heat didn't seem to burn me, although; it was still quite warm. I looked to my feet and below them I saw a well, fillied with a crimson liquid. As I floated like air, trying to be perfectly still, i felt drops fall upon my arm. I knew they came from the well below me but did not understand how. Feeling a tight grip upon my ankles i glanced down to find shackles portruding from the well linked by a chain and pulled tightly as if...I knew now that I was not floating but hanging upside down...there seemed to be no sense of gravity here. Soft whispers could be hear all around me. They seemed like forbidden thoughts which tantalized my ears like the way a man is drawn to the passionate heat of a womans desire. My thoughts traveled amongst these. How peculiar it is to hear ones own thoughts spoken from outside of oneself. It began to dawn on me where I was. How strange this feeling was. I knew I was surrounded by statues of things never before imagined. So many dark pasts and futures, how could I hope to escape? Did I want to? The room was circular and dark, you could only see it through your minds eye, terrifying in its own presence. The only light that warmed the room was emanating from the circle of fire which seemed to protect and threaten me at the same time. Confusion was the key here, I knoew that now. I began to hear some of the thoughts around me: Cold, dark and filled with with vengeance. I knew where I was now, I mean I really knew. This was the place where all anger was kept like keys on a ring. I used to think I was bottling up all my rage and feared that some day it would burst out, forcing me to lash out and hurt my wife or kids, maybe even buy a gun, that sort of thing. Maybe thats why I am always drawn from woman to woman never stabilizing myself in all of my 20 years of life. This had worries me for such a long time but I had been wrong, I know tha now. My anger and rage itself had been too scared to try and leave this hole in which satan himself could never leave. This place was ultimately more powerful then even the cold feeling of death. "WHY AM I HERE?" This did not attract an answer, usually never does. What if I could never leave...

This dream is not far off from some of the things we feel. We may sometimes wonder why it's so hard to be mad without actually hurting oneself or others. Don't! Just be thankful!

so what do you guys think of this one...sorry about the length, I just had alot to say

fireblood · **Can you make any snese of it? -** 07-25-01

Can we only see things with or eyes?
Do we actualy smell things or just taste them?
Our senses are all that keep us from going insane...
A thin line we paint for ourselves to walk...

Patience was a virtue till someone saw jesus kill,
In a padded room he stained his friends .
White to red to black,
Our saviour now our decimator.

Trust now in the one we call Anti-Christ
And you will see our society flipped upside down...
But we will still be faced with the same problems
We are kings without our crowns.

Take hold of your future
And it will turn to sand.
In one we find loneliness
A creature seeking a creature.

No longer reality a question,
We ask something new,
In hopes to find an answer
Untill we start questioning ourselves.

What next? The sheep slaughter the shepheard?
I'll be there!!!

fireblood · **3 blind mice... -** 07-25-01

Three blind mice,
See how they run
...........................
Where the fuk are they goin?

fireblood · **An angels kiss -** 07-25-01

Rose petals fall upon thy naked flesh like kisses from angels above...

no worries, there will be more...this just something to tie you over untill i perfect it

fireblood · 07-31-01

man...how come nobody replied to my story of the hating grounds?

Not good enough for you's eh?

k anyhoot i like this thread name better so reply on this one..k?
THX...Fireblood out!!

fireblood · **Sometimes -** 07-31-01

Sometimes you see the way,
Sometimes you fall away.

Sometimes you see the day,
Somedays you see the time.

Sometimes you feel the pain,
Sometimes you feel alive.

Sometime you hear questions,
Sometimes you have answers.

Sometimes I feel their pain,
Sometime I am their pain.

Somtetime I hate the world,
Sometimes I hate myself.

Sometimes I never shut up,
Sometimes I never speak.

Who am I that there is never enough?
Sometimes is beginning to occur more often!

Fireblood Out!

fireblood · 07-31-01

The Passion Returns

As a king of the jungle I sense your body heat
Under clouds of satin and silk

Aroused by the need
To bleed and feed
I taste your subtlety

Carressing sends me to the edge
Delightful pleasure I wish to endure
Your teeth send me over the edge
I spread your wings and fly

I am now one with you
Your pleasure is mine
I feel your every move
Your wish is my command undieing

A wind rises to meet our grace
A storm of blood soothes our pain
Sensation is crying tears of joy
We drive me insane

In an instant we are one
In an instant you are gone
To my dreams I lay back
In hope you'll return to me...

...Wearing close to nothing in black!

fireblood · **Crying -** 08-01-01

Salt dampens a once dry smooth cheek
Sobs disturb the subtle grace of a body
Pain or pleasure brings this tightness
A feeling you wish not to get used to

Wimpering is heard far off in the corner
Left alone for we are a waste of their time
Feeling so hollow, a precious gem shattered
Death creeps in for the kill

Now truly wasted we are blamed for our sins...
The judges no nothing, but still they judge...
It is a job, not for the faint of heart...
Precious was soul when people were real.

Now left with whispers and doubts
Untainted by life and all it's drought
The lies unfold amongst all the darkness...
Who would have thought that in order to see you had to discard your eyes throughs tears of dismay...

Please remeber that it is never hopeless for YOU are the one who makes the final decision...has the final word...when alone you are alone with YOU...remember that!

fireblood · ***THE SEARCH*** - 08-02-01

A deep caress of dense delight
A serpents dance swift as night
The crushing beauty of the sea
Can make a man feel quite lonely
But in his thoughts of this and that
The oceans call lies low and flat
Awaiting its turn to thrive upon
I will meet it all head on

Now together I want something more
The sweet caress of Obsidian's whore
Or perhaps a drop of sun?
No I think I want a son
To teach the ways of our kings laws
And hope for not a flaw
Maybe I just want the touch of one who knows
The kiss of her lips filled with snow

Frozen or wet I will always remain
sensually intact and slightly insane
The ocean's relentless in it's search for my crown
Doesn't it know I want to befound?

fireblood · 08-02-01

Souls stray among the dark tree
In search for their rotten bodies
What they knew they shall never again
An eternity of unforgiven sin
Their faults are not their own
It was my teeth that crushed their bones
Their only fault is a weak mind
For things like me to seek and find

The blood ran down like a river of jam
So sweet and sound these little lambs
THE FALL OF ME

I feast upon every last drop
In high hopes for a thickening plot
Their hopes and dreams wash away
In swift gulps I devoured my prey

Now I'm perched on a black branch
I watch as they stumble over their own stench
I laugh for this befits them all
He who begins to fall

***My wicked ways changed to mourn***
***An evil man is no more***

An army of all that was
Pain has a high cost
They sit and watch my tormented soul
Search for an answer to this hole

Never will it be known to me
What is and always should have been!THE FALL OF ME

fireblood · **Aloone Forever -** 08-02-01

Knowledge is suppose to be power
But what if the knowledge we gain is nothing but fabricated lies
To keep the meek meek and the strong weak
I feel trpped day-to-day in a madness
Dripping with sin and fluid
I need to feel the comfort of one who is unscathed
Untouched by the foul stench of the endless
Games and propriety

I'm alone in the world and have been told
"You always will be,"
I belive this only because I will not settle
Will not give in to their rules
Thier games
Their flaws
They will not fit the leash around my throat
I will only wear one for the woman who guides my soul
The one who reaches for goals unseen
One who sees my soul and stays to tend it
With tenderness and warmth
Even these flames can get cold

...When I'm alone...

fireblood · **One thought too many -** 08-02-01

A role is played day-by-day
A map is drawn to your heart
A soul set free amongst the beast
A Tree is planted for money

I will always be
A world of torment born unto me
The sky...
The oceans...
The life of all that remains...
Nothing stays with me, a thought evens drifts in time
How to be real?
Somone will probably right a book on it
Are the answers supposed to be answered?
Confused I stumble along
A drunken master of lips and assholes
Taking it all in and letting them devour the essence of what is...
I don't know

The car swirves...
The lights soo bright...
Sense smoothed by a night of delight...
We watch the fool head for death

A life given to unreasonable actions of confusion...
this is our final destiny!

fireblood · **The Call of the Siren's -** 08-02-01

Wasting away in a shell
I feel un-needed and un-important
I fight the urge of a begotten hell
she looks at me with passion clearly lament
I wish to find those eyes of hers
The ones which soothe my soul
Even with hope at a loss for words
A thought of her fills the hole

Its funny how my sights are aimed
A women who has not a face
But sweet, deep eyes which cure my pain
And a body draped in lace
A mind with thoughts of only me
I feel the pull of her oceans current
It flows with a smoothness quite unseen
My soul begins to lift its torment

Someday my hope will ride with hers
An existince knowing true acceptence
Pain or pleasure we'll endure
Our lives filled with the oceans essence
And now I wait, sometimes bleed
Thinking of futures yet to come
Precious time spent in fantasies
My heart is the beat of a drum

fireblood · **For those who know -** 08-02-01

A winter moon stares coldly
The crows of our father fly bodly
Distants times crash with souls
Ladent with mold over time

A leap of faith shows no mercy
A caged animal breaks free of its chains
Amongst the wilting frosted rose
Our passions of old they see

Once the beasts begin to prowl
Run and hide amongst the foul
The stench of warmth keeps them at bay
This is our high priced society

Never free
Never see
douBt begins to worry me

fireblood · 08-02-01

A man stands alone under a black tree
Dressed in clothes that hide the night
A distant Bell is tolled for the dead
He hears with a mind knowing the reasons

The day of our reckoning has arrived
And he is the one who must sacrifice all
Nothing new for this tormented soul
Just the usual dread and dismay

The sword shimmers with anticipation
Its hunger for the dead is uncanny
In a calm deadly grasp it sits
Awaiting the hour it shall be allowed to sing

Relieved of any kin or friend
Our dark hero begins his hunt
The defiance within him shall overcome
The lonely struggle within the night

He is quite aware that a day will arrive
When all he knows will cease and cave
But till then he shall shine
As darks as the one who shattered his mind...
Even darker!

666Queen · 08-02-01

You have some nice work here. I don't have much time to comment more, but I will return.

(Don't get discouraged, people judt don't like to give to many 'replies/comments' around here. That or they will just stay in small little circles.)

-jo
(Jo's Dark Poetry)

fireblood · **My Dark Queen -** 08-02-01

Thank you for the feedback.

I don't mind people staying amongst their small circles...I'm the type that would rather sit in the tree and watch