now i know
just how you feel
the love i gave you
now
can never be real

i tryed to be
who everyone thought was me
the fake me

but as you can see
little bits of the real me
are slowly seeping out

it won't be long
and my true colors will show

ther is a reason why
i said yes
and not no

do you want to know?
i didn't think so

these marks on my wrists
the dozens of suicide notes
i tryed to hide them
from you
so that i would look normal
on the out side

there is a reason why
i said yes
and not no
do you want to know?
i didn't think so

you will eventually know
when my colors spill
and everythins out to show
like the real me
the me you don't know
the me every body who knows me
always wished i could be

that really isn't me
you were to quick to see
the real me

i hid it
oh so carefully

in a spot i thought
youd never find

but now i'm in a bind
in my mind
you are getting closer
to seeing the real me

you just wait and see
soon you will see the real me
then you will be
without me

watch closely
and you will see
the real
uncovered
boring
mentally dead
me

come closer
and you
will
SEE

Thats way too sad!

I think I know the real you....and I like you!
~hugs~
Ma

Now this is definately you!!

And here's another just for fun!!

one of the few..... love ya ma!!!

-me
-B

i liked it,... i was searchig through the old poems and i saw your name and decided to read it because you took the time to read mine,... it was very well written,...

thank you disposable

I just got back today and wanted to say you are very welcome