disconnected ... floating free ... soaring high above it all
free once again, to pursue all that you've lost
knowing, as always, you cannot change what has already been
trying, wanting, needing all the same
staring down at those you've known
knowing they will knew be aware
never know what you should have said
should have done
Impotent

life's final steps draining away beneath you
staring down into the last dripping petals of your greatest choice
your final decision prompted by depression
that most powerful effect that we all hold power over
floating high above, straining to reach once more
to make that last step known
the reason why to that special one
knowing you can't
knowing they won't
Impotent