[Acyd]

Lets see how many replies i get to all of this...

I lost about half of my poetry a few weeks ago due to a virus so all of which im posting first will be my old writings....

[Acyd]

Seeds of Evil

Darkness encompassing, stealing the light
Feeding on the negative, thirsting for blight
Through my heart this warm fluid once flowed
Now blackened and decayed these seeds are sown

Anger and grief taking over my mind
Nightmares never-ending, a release i must find
Warring emotions of which these seeds feed
Into the vast emptiness this path will lead

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The Cry of the Universe

Listen for her scream as stars collide
Watch the worlds where chaos resides
Taste the blood, the fuel for war
Feel the fear, heating her screams evermore

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Calamity

Drawn upon by struggle and strife
This utter discord that steals life
Ripping away at the Strands of sanity
Shattering morals, Destroying vanity

Emotions raging, Flames blazing
Creation and Chaos, ever phasing
The lies of life, the nihil of light
The eternal havoc, harbringer of the night

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Rage

Blood rises and boils
Simmering inexorably through lifes toils
The anger fills your soul
Absolute hatred exacts its toll

Life is a living hell
Death sounds his bell
The time has come
Yet your Rage is not undone

The chaos fills your being
The Absolute and Unseeing
The blight of life
Awakening all strife

Your roar of anguish fills the skies
Weeping Tears of Blood as your love dies
Destroying what light was left
Leaving heart and soul eternally bereft

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Essence

The Essence of Life has never been known to me
I feel you in my heart, you set my spirit free
The love you deserve, i so freely give
The love that grows with every life i live

My existence means nothing without you
My reason for being, the reason i hold true
You illuminate the darkness, the void in my soul
With the light of your love which makes me whole

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Im walking down the path, the path of despair
Wondering what life has for me when no one will ever care
Tears are falling yet i can still see
The agony inside that is killing me

My heart has grown cold and tears run dry
Life means nothing, its all a lie
The only thing i needed has been torn away
My love has died and im fading away

The pain in my soul is overwhelming me
Nothing is a comfort, no matter what i see
The warmth i once felt deep inside is no more
The warm glow that once gave me something to live for

Im weary of the torment my life has put me through
The eternal sadness of being without you
The pain and hatred has followed ever since that fateful day
Now im alone and helpless and fading away

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My heart bleeds sadness when i see you
The Love that Was, the love i wish were true
Only suffering you have dealt, night and day
Oh how i long for you, oh what to say

I need you in my arms, your lips on mine
The peace you brought, your touch oh so fine
I lived in fear this day would arise
Now i listen in silence and hear only lies

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They say that a Warriors tear is never shed
Through the years i’ve been, through the years i’ve bled
I’ve lived with it every day of every year
The pain that echoes, the pain that only i can hear

Well what am i supposed to do
There’s nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Only a tear, a tear not even i can hide

From blood to blade i fight to exist
Destroying the life that is, the life i missed
Hatred wreaks havoc in this poor Warriors heart
Catastrophes' blade is ripping me apart

Well what are you going to do
There’s nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Only a blade, the blade in which i confide

The tears are flowing, i cant hold them anymore
I now fight for my life, the life i wish to restore
No ones going to stop me, never in a day
Life is mine to live, my own way

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Dark clouds rising, creating the ethereal obscurment of night
Mystical energies gather round, quenching the cosmic blight
Unequivicable Springs of Life trickle from the sky
Awakening the Spirits of the forest, soaring ever so high

Sparkling streams of pure translucence flow through the hills
Nourishing the Devas, drought to their fill
Earth and Sky become One, linked by this malevolent force
Never will they separate, Na'r shall there be remorse

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Grasping my heart, burning my soul
Life grows desolate as the agony takes control
Ethereal flames of pain caress my mind
Life and love are left far behind
Sadness and hatred, forces at war
This desolate soul cant take anymore
Despair and grief, plundering the light of my heart
Releasing the darkness and tearing me apart

Each night i scream the scream of pain
This desolate thing they call life is driving me insane
Tears flow till eyes run dry
Why oh why cant you let me die
Im so tired of living, on and on
There’s no point in life, all hope is gone
The one thing i long for the most, I will never receive
My heart will bleed and so my soul shall grieve
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My once flourishing heart now lies barren and bleak
The battle is near its end, i’ve grown so weak
I try to keep fighting but its no use
The firm grip i once held on reality has grown ever so loose

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My mind lies awake as I stare at the night sky
Dreaming of the past, dreaming of times gone by
Memories Pervade my essence, sending me far away
To the dark sadness of that fateful day

Tears of strife stream down my face
The cruelties of life have found their place
Within my heart it lies, the pain of losing you
Life means nothing, it was your love I held true

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Pouring throughout and draining my will
Silent darkness, urging me to kill
My soul is screaming, bleeding in despair
Streaming down my face, its too much to bear

No one knows of the agony I feel
This life isn’t worth it, its not even real
Each night I weep in fear, yet it will forever remain
The blood of my strife, the blood of my pain

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I feel the pain coursing through my veins
The pulse that vibrates, with yearning, with strain
Fractals of reasoning shatter beneath your heart
The fear, the agony, they're tearing me apart

My soul is burning, screaming for release
I need your touch, soft in the advent of peace
A kiss, blazing with passion never known
Awakens the senses, seeds of ecstasy are sown

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Chaotic cases of misconception
Raging infernos of reintegration
Life’s destroyer of an Anarchists fate
Encompassing Darkness as the days grow late

Maelstroms of blight, burning with fear
Screams of millions, only I can hear
Blazing through time in a fury of destruction
The existence of life is lost in the deconstruction

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The raging tempest coalesces around the young ones heart
Feeding into the hatred that has accompanied him from the start
No one understands how he feels, living a life of suppression
He cant get out, trapped in his cell of depression

The Blade of Agony, ever so sharp, slices his soul
Cutting across veins of laughter, exacting its harsh toll
He lies at night in a pool of shimmering tears
Running from life, running from his worst fears

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My life is void with nothing more to give
There’s nothing left, lost the will to live
My heart is in agony, I bleed with fear
Pouring throughout, yet not a single tear...
Living eternally, bereft of death
Reborn once more into the life’s caress
Never to die, only to cry
Lives gone by, oh how I try
Feeding the soul with pain, for that which it yearns
Screaming in agony for this is why my soul eternally burns
As the sands of time start to sift, with echoes of seas adrift
The Stone shall lie and yet the lies will lift
Hardening anew, this soul forges on
Soft touches of love, forever gone
Through the true insanity of that which is no more
Drifting onward, searching among the nothingness evermore

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The Sands of Time are sifting through his veins
A warriors heart pulsates in the rhythm of pain
The destiny, the fate, where does it lie
Far away and yet ever so nigh
He exists only for this moment, this moment in time
Wondering why his life has been nothing but a rhyme
Yet for reasons unknown he fights, waging the wars within
Fading and fighting, and far away again
The reality finally strikes, sinking its blade deep
He is fighting for love, the only love he wishes to keep
The yearning for her embrace, for his lovers sweet kiss
For this far away kiss, he swears he will not miss
The war is renewed, the battles rage on
The Fear that once gripped his heart is nearly gone
He listens for the pulse, the pulse of his ever beating heart
Listening far, far, away for the songs of his heart

[Acyd]

And so ends one chapter of my life...

From this point on the style changes visibly due to a different way of thought on my part...

Not to mention a different way of feeling my heart...

[Acyd]

When the agony of life coalesces into the bleak sharpness of a blade
When you’ve lost your touch, when the truth escapes you
Ill be here, ill be waiting
Ill be waiting for you
When your anger takes shape, when you long for escape
When the world has lost its meaning and death is your fate
Ill be here, ill be waiting
Ill be waiting for you
Threatening your sanity, threatening your life
Threatening the only reason you survive
Why does it have to end? Where will I go?
The sharp blade awaits and the blood shall flow...
When you look to the heavens and cry for an answer
When you’ve lost your touch and the dreams of darkness become real
Ill be here, ill be waiting
Ill be waiting for you
When the truth blurs into lies, When heaven becomes hell
When your trapped in your soul as if it’s a prison cell
Ill be here, ill be waiting
Ill be waiting for you
Threatening your sanity, threatening your life
Threatening the only reason you survive
Why does it have to end? Where will i go?
The sharp blade awaits and the blood shall flow...
I was born into life, lifted upon wings eternal i lie
Drawn into despair, my souls only care, is to die
When the agony burns deep and your heart turns to stone
When bliss becomes torture and passion turns to horror
Where will you be when you loose control?
When your soul weeps and your sorrows heap
When the blood flows swift and pain is your gift
Where will you be when you loose control?
In my arms for an eternity, ill hold you forever
You’ll never escape, your not that clever
My slave you are and will always be
You’ll never die, you’ll never be set free