| my grave. -
10-04-07
darling.
i hate what i've
become.
i'd give every ounce
of blood in me,
just to give you some.
these tears erase my smile,
& make my face a hollow gray.
while the rain seems
to be pouring,
i dig my shallow grave.
the dirt and blood
caked under my nails, accents the saddness on my face.
i never thought,
in my wildest dreams,
you'd find me
in this place. baby, i disappear
when your hand leaves my side.
i feel my weak knees shaking.
I've already lost
my pride.
I never though you'd
find me.
I'm ashamed to show my face.
I'll lay my body
in this grave.
I'm such a damn disgrace. |