| Love thats lost -
01-24-07
Beyound a life I live today,
The world so scasly fades away.
Pushed to the ground from my future death,
I lost what i hoped that I had found.
My face plastered to the floor,
I fear to look up into my death,
Hiding is the onlyway I see fit.
Closing me from things like emotion, feelings and myself,
I am nothing is what I feel,
And nothing is the way I'm trated.
Beyound this world I hope to find more,
Beyound my grave may be my only escape.
I'm afraide to reach out and grab your hand,
for you may just throw it back again.
In my dreams I beg for help,
Dreaming of my savouir and myself.
In a world that pushes noone aside,
To a world that even I can subside.
My heart beats in a slower tone these days,
The one I love is so very far away.
A story of love mostly never last,
For a fairy tale is just that.
I loved once but not anymore,
As once Poe said: Nevermore. |