i hope some one enjoy this thing..im not good and i dont pretend to be a fake
i love critics good or bad aways is something to learn

i named it
When my Silence Speak

sadness,silence speak the truth
the air start to feel heavy
the hate grow and u cant control it
all you see and all you feel
is the lie that she dig in ur heart
see to the star and think
ur ar not alone
at the back of happyness
they suffer more than you
but the more u cry
the less the past come back
even god can take u home
to love that one who never exist
adore the silence she left
reading the book of his loneliness
in the bed she sleep
over the smell of his lust
u drowning in emptyness
and the only hope who left
is that pill who take you away
the smoke who take you so high
the hot water who drown ur memories away
theres no cure to this sickness
only a suicide cant help a bit
if only god exist,even he cant take
this dark love from ur empty heart

WELCOME! I'm new too! This wasn't weird in fact it was very good!

hey! thanx!!!!^_^i always find myself wierd i dont like what i wrire but that is my only way to take out the hate

i love this...i made it in a delicate time of my life....
but everything gone and this is the only remain....
i hope u can like and please comment!

it called Fading Aways

fading away like the morning mist upon your face
i run against the wind searching a reason to live
hear my song of desolation at this coldest breeze
oh my dear agony why you become a part of me
to leave me alone when i need you most

im dying in silence waiting for your call
to take me out from this endless hole
but i have to accept that i will be alone everyday
every second,every minute and hour of my life
i just want to kiss you before the day i pass away

falling lifeless like the snow of your winter dreams
i lost myself in all the words that you say
oh my beloved princess i can't stop your sweet voice in my head
i feel it like a poison through all my veins...
i just want to see you before my memories ran awayim dying in silence waiting for your call
to take me out from this endless hole
but i have to accept that i will be alone everyday
every second,every minute and hour of my life
i just want to kiss you before the day i pass away

fading away like the morning mist upon your face
running against the wind searching a reason to live
hear my song of desolation at the summer breeze
oh my dear agony why you become a part of me
to leave me alone when i need you most

is called Holy Lies
is a old song from my "satanic" years hehehehehe
i dont believe in god or satan

this is Holy Lies


Religions has bless the mankind with ignorance
make u search the hope in a book of fantasy and rage
reading the lies to preach the misery and hate
crowning tyrants in thore of blasphemy

ur unholy christ don't let you see her lies
he cover ur face with ur own fucking hands

ur savior left you behind the grace
fear and fate will take you to the grave
when u die u would see her lies
and then you undertand
who live through the bound of glory
infecting your mind with his ceremonies of lies
a god created by the lust of gold

why u give your life to a god you never see?
why u give your soul to a god you never hear?
why u give your life to a god you never see?
why u give your soul to a god you never hear?

ur god is dead i cut his fucking head
after mutilate his godless face
i brake his sweet neck with my own hands
now is time to crucify the bastard of all the son's
the demons dance around her corpse
and the angels die with misery in fear

waiting for the rapture in the altar of madness
i saw u seeking the cure to this sadness
into the empty prophesies of sickness
light have no shine in the path of christ
u lost ur soul in the way to salvation
a life without answer and a pain about fate
shroud ur sons with the curse of ur god
beyond the paradise we are only parasites

judment ur sin with the scorn of hate
feel the rage of the ignorance
trowing rock to ur face just for say
"fuck your god!"
"fuck your god!"
"fuck your god!"

why u give your life to a god you never see?
why u give your soul to a god you never hear?
why u give your lifel to a god you never see?
why u give your soul to a god you never hear?

the funeral of god is so lonely
because there no reason to cry
a casket with the remains of lies
will be bured on this oblivion grounds

ur god is dead i cut his fucking head
after mutilate his godless face
i brake his sweet neck with my own hands
now is time to crucify the bastard of all the son's
the demons dance around her corpse
and the angels die with misery in fear

Somebody didn't read the rules . . .
http://www.darkforum.com/poetry/50474-poetry-rules.html

sorry for my bad english!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope some one enjoy this thing

when the moon rise in the sky
cold and fear strike ur heart
ur skinny skin can protect u from this sickness
lucid incarnations of sorrow
destroy the hope of ur mind
death fearless,came to see ur suffering
to taste ur agony and feel ur misery
an endless pain is marked on ur skin by ur sins

again the demons invade my head
again this feeling of hate through my veins
i can take this pain for any longer
it devour myself without mercy

i will explote and everyone will feel my hate
bloody words in my heart they flow
love memories in my mind they still suffering

demons hold my hands
through death they guide me
through eternity!
loneliness and pain fill my hate
in endless suffering i stay...
to pray with despair
to all the demons in my head
i beg a moment of lucid life
away of her...
u can see my pain
u can understand my silence
but why? u stand in front of me
watching my suffering
u never help me to realise this eternal decay
and erase ur face from my dreams of agony
erase this tragedy from my head

i screams in silence a lullaby of misery
shadows fill my emptyness
they take me away from this place
made by tears and pain
erasing all this tragedies
from my delicate skin...

u mutilate my skin until i sart to scream
u feel my hate,adored him like a god
u bretray my faith and everything i know
is this a tastefull agony to u?
is this a tastefull tragedy to u?
bleeding hopeless in the front of u
i realise that u enjoy
watching myself,crying for u

i want to take u out from my head
i want to rip u out from my heart
and taste the freedom!
taste the emptyness of u
taste all the pain u make me feel
with same intense that i cry
i want to taste my pain in ur eyes

i hate u! forever and more and more
when the time pass i wont forget ur lies
i wont erase u from my mind
becouse...
i want to taste ur agony! ur endless agony!

i want to feel ur tears in my hand
i want to hear ur hopeless scream!

but theres only a way to inflict all this pain
that i feel everyday
i will devour ur flesh
i will torture u in every moment
and through death!
i will make u suffer endless!
like u do to me!

leave a comment wont kill u^_^

this is a old song but i like it...i hope u 2

the shadows has embrace every emotion in my heart

when i feel my memories shrouding by lies

consumed by the remains of the darkest days

the insanity has take a part of me
the sorrow invade my hopeless soul
the love become the path to my doom

deep inside your dreams
i saw a darkest sun appears
his shine let me blind
i can't see but i feel the same pain

There's no god in heaven can hear my preys
There's no Satan in hell can carry me away
There's no love who can kill this horrible pain
There's no reason to fight,the love is gone too far
you can't let the sorrow go deep inside...

look into my eyes and tell me what you see
only the disgrace live inside me
touch my heart and let me know what you feel
the agony of dispare hide behind me
I just want to heal the wounds of my heart
and clean the hate from my mind...
THE HATE FROM MY MIND!!!

i sing alone
a melody about misery
into this shrine of hate
i feel the darkness purify myself
and the agony of yesterday
has become the scars of today
u shroud myself again in this undesirable pain

i hide into the deep of every single misery
searching the way to reject the love you make me feel
trying to understand the meanings of this tragedies
but all is so meaningless
There's no god in heaven can hear my prays
There's no Satan in hell can carry me away
There's no love who can kill this horrible pain
There's no reason to fight,the love is gone too far
you can't let the sorrow go deep inside...

look into my eyes and tell me what you see
only the disgrace live inside me
touch my heart and let me know what you feel
the agony of dispare hide behind me
I just want to heal the wounds of my heart
and clean the hate from my mind...
THE HATE FROM MY MIND!!!

the only thing i understand
is all your darkest lies
i saw your smile at the time
i dying in your arms

in a world full of hate and lies
u become another kind of agony to myself
in a place where the evil rules upon the weak
a prison with his walls painted with a innocent blood
the island of death without escape...
without escape...without escape!!!
There's no god in heaven can hear my preys
There's no Satan in hell can carry me away
There's no love who can kill this horrible pain
There's no reason to fight,the love is gone too far
you can't let the sorrow go deep inside...

look into my eyes and tell me what you see
only the disgrace live inside me
touch my heart and let me know what you feel
the agony of dispare hide behind me
I just want to heal the wounds of my heart
and clean the hate from my mind...
THE HATE FROM MY MIND!!!

i sing alone
a melody about misery
into this shrine of hate
i feel the darkness purify myself
and the agony of yesterday
has become the scars of today
u shroud myself again in this undesirable pain

i hide into the deep of every single misery
searching the way to reject the love you make me feel
trying to understand the meanings of this tragedies
but all is so meaningless

look into my eyes and tell me what you see
only the disgrace live inside me
touch my heart and let me know what you feel
the agony of dispare hide behind me
I just want to heal the wounds of my heart
and clean the hate from my mind...
THE HATE FROM MY MIND!!!