Times are changing breaking away from the past, Dreams unspoken are coming true atlast! In the night I found hope now by day I just try to cope! I try to hide my tear stained cheeks, my heart had been broken can't stop the pain that leaks! The darkness swallows like a face from behind, I try to hide hoping it won't find... My weak unprotected soul, I finally give up letting it swallow me whole!

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Watchen u hurt urself to get back at me taking you life is the key to purfect inmortality. Will u give willingly all u've ever known, I promiss you'll be ok don't give so reluctanty. Pain is what will be replaced no more hurt u won't feel emotions will no longer be faced... Emotions make u week, take my hand I will give to u everything u seek! Pin and corruption is what you;ll give to a society who never apreciated you'll make them learn!

I turn the music up loud letting the beet pound in my ears, the rythem repeating over and over untill I close my eyes and my body grows tense all over. Becoming one with the rythem my spine relaxes my mind wanders as the words loose meaning. all that returnes is the darkness the vass darkness surrounding me as I open my eyes. Still I feel the rythem pulsing through my vains, my eyes streching with new strength surching for lite. I soon find the lite pouring through several open doors all the lite looking the same. I'm not surching to excape the darkness where I find the only confort I've ever known... I am looking for a glow that speaks to my soul a lite to break my chains. I want to open my mind to what others are closed to. From behind the darkness pulls with a phenominal strength, grasping for something to hold. It pulls strong and hard. This darkness os different than the cold darkness I find confort in. This darkness is soothing like a warm bath relaxing my whole body pulling me in! I suddenly stop my eyes close again and never open even when I feel warm hands carresing my neck and arms. The feeling suprizingly enough excites me in antisipation I stand waiting. Hands pour through kissing my hair with such passionate gentalness, then my back still to them... the hands reach up from behind. They reach and absorb the tears that slowly roll from my eyes. Tilting ever so slightly, my head to the left as the kissing hands rest... one on my shoulder, the other sweeping the hair away from my neck and to the side. the other hand returns to my waist. The hungry lips kiss my neck pulling from within emotions of hunger and passion for belonging... emotional stability and a desire for intulectual soul surching... and eratic exotic behavior! The lips pull away whispering "Forever Mine!" Arroused and Alive are feelings buried so deep! "Welcome...my child" A deep breth rises in my chest my heart starts race, as flesh Teor's, warm skin is now replaced by hot buring blood sliding dwon my neck! My eyes open and the room fades into place. I raise my hand to the side of my neck re-tracing the previous situation. Looking back at my hand and it's covering with blood. I smile and one by one I lick the blood off my fingers!

I wonder as I wonder out under the sky why do people I care about always have to Die? Are you happy where you are wherever that may be? I wonder as I wonder, do you still think of me? Is it nice up there in heaven I know you made it there..ade out of marshmallows, do u still know I care? I look up at the winter sky and shed a single tear, I think of all the days gone by I always hold you dear. I wonder as I wonder out under the sky oh why do people I care about always have to die?