*~Into The Eyes Of My World~*
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You were my life,
My soul,
My everything,
You came so quickly,
Yet left so fast,
Why most I have met you,
Fallen in love with you,
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You were my life,
My soul,
My everything,
You came so quickly,
Yet left so fast,
Why most I have met you,
Fallen in love with you,
Now lost you,
I would have walked on fire for you,
If wishing on every star in the sky would bring you back,
Then God Dammit, I better start wishing,
If throwing pennies in a well could make you love me,
I'd cash in a car for a jar full of them,
My love for you is strong,
You're held deep within my heart,
The secrets of my life meant only for you,
My dreams consist of us together in the end,
Why must you leave me,
Why must you have said those cursed words,
Now look at us,
Once friends no longer,
Now just acquaintances,
No more loving,
No more caring,
Just "Hey, how are you?"
If only I had that one last chance,
I know things would work,
But that chance has been taken away,
Now only memories remain,
Nothing more than thoughts can exist,
In my heart you will stay,
Never to leave my body,
For the only way to keep you,
Is within my lonely self.
"Death is only the beginning to something much more mysterious then one could ever imagine. "
Life is not worth this trouble,
Only pain and hurt come about,
Misery follows close behind my every step,
Gazing past my movements,
Only to further cause doubt.
Those close to me can say,
My mess-ups come plentifu,l
I don't mean to cause you alarm,
I can only do so much,
Before enough is enough.
Soon I will not disturb you much more,
For no longer will I exist,
In a world of confusion,
My soul has spoken once more.
Everyone close to me has left,
I am all alone again,
I warned you of me,
Yet you stayed anyway.
Now I have lost you too,
With out those who care for me,
I do not care for myself.
Why survive when not wanted,
Why exist when not cared for,
No more will I follow your advice.
With a knife I slice,
My veins filled with blood no longer,
Redness staining the floors,
Only seconds left until serenity.
I am not of this world,
So no longer will I bother you,
Blood dripping from my wrists,
You will soon see,
What you have made of me.
Good-bye to those who say they care,
Only time will tell who is who and who is not,
I am the not while you are the who.
Don’t disrupt your lives,
For I am not worth the trouble,
A tear shed for me is doubtful to arise.
Darkness consumes my eyes,
Filling them with sights of hatred,
No more will you hurt me,
Never again will I see,
The pain of living.
Only finishing what was started,
Not this time will I Surrender,
To my conscience stopping me.
I have already waited,
Waited to find the one I care for,
Now that you've arrived,
I have once more lost.
Driven away by my madness,
Once more alone in darkness,
To only be forgotten again.
My life no longer exist,
For am nothing again.
"Death is only the beginning to something much more mysterious then one could ever imagine. "
Life is not worth this trouble,
Only pain and hurt come about,
Misery follows close behind my every step,
Gazing past my movements,
Only to further cause doubt.
Those close to me can say,
My mess-ups come plentifu,l
I don't mean to cause you alarm,
I can only do so much,
Before enough is enough.
Soon I will not disturb you much more,
For no longer will I exist,
In a world of confusion,
My soul has spoken once more.
Everyone close to me has left,
I am all alone again,
I warned you of me,
Yet you stayed anyway.
Now I have lost you too,
With out those who care for me,
I do not care for myself.
Why survive when not wanted,
Why exist when not cared for,
No more will I follow your advice.
With a knife I slice,
My veins filled with blood no longer,
Redness staining the floors,
Only seconds left until serenity.
I am not of this world,
So no longer will I bother you,
Blood dripping from my wrists,
You will soon see,
What you have made of me.
Good-bye to those who say they care,
Only time will tell who is who and who is not,
I am the not while you are the who.
Don’t disrupt your lives,
For I am not worth the trouble,
A tear shed for me is doubtful to arise.
Darkness consumes my eyes,
Filling them with sights of hatred,
No more will you hurt me,
Never again will I see,
The pain of living.
Only finishing what was started,
Not this time will I Surrender,
To my conscience stopping me.
I have already waited,
Waited to find the one I care for,
Now that you've arrived,
I have once more lost.
Driven away by my madness,
Once more alone in darkness,
To only be forgotten again.
My life no longer exist,
For am nothing again.
"Death is only the beginning to something much more mysterious then one could ever imagine. "