1

A boy I know is deep and cold,
He's bitter now from years he's spent alone, he's always stoned
He's anything but brittle though,
The hardest person I have ever known, he'll break your bones

Pierce my eyes, and close my ears
Stick my fist into a mirror
If I die before I wake
I've recieved what I knelt down and prayed for,
The rest I'm late for...


He was sick, but he's better now,
At least, that's what they think when he's around, he just looks so down
And the people that he holds in mind,
Are the people that have left him far behind, who he just can't find

Stab another knife inside,
Pick the scab off from my eyes,
If I die before I wake
I'm denied the darkness I can't stand,
So in demand...

2

Jesus Christ, are you a man?
Jesus Christ, are you a God?
You felt pain, like I do
You felt hate, like I do.

You are a man, and you feel pain
So how could you hold the holy ghost inside you?
You are a God, and you feel love
You shed tears just like I do

So maybe you'll come back to us someday,
Whether we believe it or not right?
Isn't that what defines faith?
Being blindly led through the darkness,

From my understanding angels can hear God's voice,
But his voice is to awesome for us to comprehend,
So our spirits are neither demons or angels.
Our spirits are human, guinea pigs stuck in the middle
Then aren't we all innocent in all this?
This all-encompassing battle of good and evil.

3

They both have green eyes, the people I love
Eyes of ascending spirits, rising like mist from the ground
Hard not to kneel down and worship such eyes
Eyes that gaze at me when I lie awake at night

There must be something in the water
I can almost hear you laughing
What are we but angels broken,
I can almost see you smile.

God gave me, a cursed vision
It was photographic memory
A blank sheet of paper I could draw on,
A whole different world called Delphia

You wish you didn't have all the answers when you do
When you're the only one with peace and quiet in a cafeteria
Listening to things that you can't describe,
Blood is the angel's water I require

4

A hundred hours of videos in my mind,
Triggered by the things from the places I've been,
Nine less minutes I spend on this earth,
Spent with my eyes closed, going back through each and every conversation

Deepened eyes are drawn back there,
Mouth is smiling, tongue is talking,
I remember not the pain but the love,
And the negativity consumes me.

Holding on to this past experience,
It consumes me and I live my life by it,
One more minute I'm pulled outside again,
Knelt by a dead opossum flipping cars off

Butcher knife nicely placed in my pocket
I don't need guns because I can shoot knives from my hands
And in my own schitzophrenic hysteria I'm a super-saiyan so I take a swing at your van
I see the whole world slip through my brain as I scream

5

Dark sky brings happiness and comfort,
She brings me the warmth when it's cold,
Thank God for the way I feel inside
Burning needles, sharpened blades

My friends all fight like cats and dogs
'Cept when it is cold outside,
Then we sit and mourn him
Nice to have known you perfect colored pain.

Less words and more emotions
Identifying scams and gimmicks
Look at this it's honest work
But heisting crabs is what I want

Feels bad to be alive,
When everything has gone bad
Pain so intense you can't ignore it
Phone ringing off the hook

6

I need you like angels need heaven,
Willing to sacrifice all that I love.
Just a little love comes and fills up the emptiness,
Sarah, I'll never give up on you,

I need you like someone sick needs medicine,
I need you like a junkie needs heroin,
I need you like a flower needs rain,
Need you like a masochist needs pain.

Taint and shame never seemed to bother me,
Now i've been enlightened by you,
Love is shining through your skin,
Now i've been inspired by you.

All of the pills, just another way to escape again
All of my money, I would give you anything,
All of the love in the world, all of the life
All of the happiness couldn't keep me from protecting you

the first one kind of got me off to a bad start.... but as i read and prgressed through, i like the way that the lines came together, to paint a claer picture...at times it felt a little cliche...but we dont talk aboutthat...lol....

TY for reading! more to come

thank you for reading mine also. lol

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7

My room is a glass of water in which i'm submerging,
And the screams sound out in the distance like darkness consumes.
The people they pass and they tap on the glass,
They think I ignore them, but I'm eyes deep in another world.

A world where the pheonix is standing beside in my suicide,
And I am stuck in the pages of the past.
There's a woman there with long, black hair that shines,
Two wings on her shoulders that can carry me home.

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I wrote another important 8 lines but theres some kind of crazy hotkey on darkforum that I hit on my keyboard that sent me flying back to the homepage so screw it.

8

All you sluts and bitches have fucked me over one too many times,
And all you power-tripping, white collar motherfuckers, you better keep your distance.
Because I'm done with the bullshit, tired of the rat race
I hope you choke on the lies you spew from your facehole.

I can't walk down the motherfucking street without somebody trying to hit me with their car
Thinking about carrying hand grenades from now on,
I don't want to know you, I don't want to be friends,
Fuck off guy, I'll kill you and your stupid bitch too.

Because you know you can't shut me up, and I now I walk down this 4-lane highway
It's oncoming traffic against me and I don't give a shit if they kill me,
Yeah now it's you who has swerve the fuck out of my way bitch,
Yeah speed off like a maniac because I pissed you off.

I hope you get in an accident and fucking die,
Fucking brains all spilled on the concrete,
Entrails pouring in a lake of body fluids, I wish that was me,
But I'd settle for it being you

9

Steel bars that separate me from the innocent,
And the vision out my window is obscure and painted.
Someone banging on my door, he sees me sitting there
I don't even look that way, I just seethe.

Phoning me at nine o' fucking clock in the morning
I pick up the phone and say fuck you telewhore
Hang it up and drape my cape of darkness over my shoulders,
Find me walking sideways down the sidewalk.

See her and she calls to me,
Keep your bullshit, guilt-trip
You two-faced, no soul,
Twenty-five dollar whore

See him and he calls to me,
Keep your eightball, twenty-rock
You kid-killing, concienceless,
Drug pushing piece of shit

10

Fuck this facelift bitch fucking bullshit
Ride the rift they say, I say 'pfft'
Hold my gift as my eyes shift
From bodies stiff to angels swift.

If I had a million dollars,
I would buy a gun so I could kill myself
If I had a spoon,
I would scoop out my eyes so I couldn't see

If I had a chance at life,
God would come and strike me down,
Rip me from my pedestal,
And shove me in a lightless hole.

If I died,
I'd come back as JFK,
And I'd bite vampires in their fucking face,
If I live another day I think i'll throw it all away.

11

I hope you understand that,
All I needed was a friend and,
My life was about to end like,
Burning embers in the wind do.

I love you more than ever,
Holding tight to my endeavor,
Bleeding hearts have long since severed,
Any hope of staying together.

So we mourn the love he's losing,
Mad at him for things he's choosing,
Wish he wouldn't leave the bruising,
So upset, it's so confusing.

You'd understand but you're,
So busy, but you can't ignore,
This boy that you've been fighting for,
Your woman never wanted but to hold you,

You stupid boy you go and throw it all away

I would kill to have your life for just one day

ICP (INSANE CLOWN POSSE) LYRICS

"Under The Moon"

I'm still here under the moon [2x]

[Violent J]
I was just a child but you seemed like so much more
The way you would approach me and drift across the floor
I'd see you in the hall, and you'd kiss me with a smile
I never understood it, was I even worth your while?
The others kids at school, they would hate me and they'd spit
Cuz I was just a no one, to them I wasn't shit
But you would always help me and stand there by my side
We were only seventeen, we'd be together till we died
But then it all happened on the ever dreadful day
Somebody tried to rape you and now I'll make him pay
You pointed him out to me, my thoughts began to race
I took my daddy's forty-five and shot him in the fucking face!!!
I did it all for you, and though I'm facing years
I would do the time just to equal all your tears
The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom
Is that we'd always be together, cuz we're both under the moon

[Chorus (1x)]
I'll forever love you, even if you're doomed
We'll always be together cuz we're both under the moon

[Violent J]
I sit here in my cell and the walls are made of stone
I justified your pain, but now I sit alone
I write another letter, I write one every day
I never got a letter back, I write em anyway
I try to call collect, your number has been changed
I'm staring at the lightbulb and I start to feel the rage
You never came to visit me, I sit facing the glass
No one's on the other side, now it's in the past
My head is always spinning, I'm pounding at the wall
I feel like I'm forgotten, no sign of you at all
You're probably getting married, you're probably getting fucked
I'll break out of this cage and try to cut that motherfucker up
I curl up in the corner, my body will corrode
My teeth are turning into dust, skin is growing mold
I'm staring at the window of my eternal doom
I know that you are out there, somewhere underneath the moon

[Chorus (1x)]

[Violent J]
Many, many years, many more to go
Does she still remember? God, he only know
I now become a savage, they chain me to a wall
I still can see your body, I still can hear your call
I'm nothing but a maggot, I'm locked away and lost
The world it doesn't want me, my dignity is tossed
And to the girl for whom I feel this doom
Look here, fuck you and the moon

Hey! Fuck you and the moon [5x]

[Chorus (8x)]

I'm still here under the moon
I'm still here under the moon (still under the moon)

Last one guys

12

(To Johnboy)

Nothing here but emptiness,
Hope that you can understand this...
I shouldn't feel this tired and worthless.

I pray for you every night,
Pray that God will set you right...
And I don't even believe in God or light.

All I see and breathe is darkness,
Endlessness echoes my screams,
I just want to sleep forever...
Hope you understand what I mean.

Goodbye my friend forever,
Hurt you, I would try to never...
Understand that I have lost my whole endeavor.

I'm looking at the end of the tunnel,
There's no light, never believe that the sun will...
Shine again, my friend I hope you understand.

Goodbye

With respect to the forum rules, no matter how biased they are I will start my new book here in this thread, it will be called: Life itself.

"Pulled me out of the water"

It hurts when you pull my arms like that,
I don't want to leave this ocean tonight.
You drag me to the shore as water spills from my lungs.

Not much for me here on dry land,
Alot of people that stare at me.
I built a sand castle for shelter today.

Because it's raining fucking cats and dogs,
Spiders, blood, and glue that sticks me to the sand.
And I geuss you give me some kind of hope, whatever that is.

I try to explain it but I fuck it up and make myself look like an ass,
But that's ok because the storm has started to fade away.
And all I see is sunshine on the horizon, just beyond my reach.