Break

Just once I’d like to take a break.
To stop running from myself
But, every time I seem to stop
To catch my breath
I fall back into me
Just once I’d like to take a break
Without fear of becoming myself
Or fear of becoming something else
So I keep running...but, from what?
Just once I’d like to take a break
But I’m too scared to slow down

Nice... I can relate.

Also, you have 666 posts. Cool!

I almost wanted to change my name so I could keep the 666. Ahhh well. Thanks Jerekk.

Nice, forgot how good you shit is. It has been awhile.

Any time...

You just keep 'em coming.






I remember when I had 666 posts... I made a big deal of it in my thread. 'Course, it was in MY thread, so no-one noticed...

That was the first one I've written in about 4 months. I'll try and post some of my old stuff. I posted it a long time ago and no one replied. *shrugs*

Midnight Grave

It's time to fight
For the right
To deny the light
It's far out of sight
Can't be a fright
I welcome the night
For this is why I write

It's time to say good-bye
It's now your turn to die
Watch your life pass by
Never questioning me why
You fall as you let out a sigh
Please don't cry
You only lie

Maybe I'm setting you free
It's something you can't see
I'll never let you be
I want to turn me
Into something I call we
Get down onto your knee
I hold your death's key

Remember, what goes round
Ends up in the ground
So don't make a sound
Just dig up the mound
What was lost, never to be found
I can hear the hounds
As your heard starts to pound

"I'm innocent!" You claim
Hang your head in shame
For you've lost the game
Do you still feel the same?
Now your only a name
Etched in stone, it's fame
To bad no one came

Freak

Freaks of nature, experimental science
Secretly forming an alliance
Life bleeds through broken hands
Dripping onto pure white sands

Puppets of sacrifice
Angels without wings
Life as you knew it
Has lost all means

Wasted youth dying
Single mothers crying
Lying on their death bed
Not listening to what others said

Sacred words you keep within
Hoping someone would notice your sin
Souls that hide between these eyes
They cry, but all I hear are lies

(Untitled)

Dig into the skin
Revealing something within
Never seen before
Wanting something more

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I know it's short, but I like it.

Jell-O Mold

Words don't mean a thing
But, when you turn your back I scream
All alone in this cold world
Sitting here, rotting like a Jell-O mold
Need something to pass the time
Time that doesn't exist anymore
I pretend not to care anymore
Living has lost it's meaning
My life, it's demeaning
Cold, alone and confused, I am
I suspected you didn't give a damn
So tell me, am I right, do you pretend like everyone else?

(Untitled)

Too many lies
You I may despise
But your still around
Hanging in the shadows,
And not making a sound
Back up and give me some space
Your ignorance is my disgrace
Just fucking go away
You've said what you had to say
Pushing, shoving those words into my brain
Sometimes believing I'm insane
But, you're still fucking here

Disappointment

Life's full of disappointment
I just happen to be one of them
Rotting away in this cell called life
For what crime did I commit do deserve this?
I am of non importance to your world
In this place, my existence I now hold
My life, it's a shame
I'm sorry I point my finger in blame
I did this to myself I know
It's beginning to snow
The holiday season is here
Now I know the end is near
All alone, so cold outside
But inside it's hotter than hell
I look for excuses to tell
About these scars upon myself
Take the knife into my hands...
No more loneliness, no more fear
No more emptiness, no more tears...

wow, just wow

:: points:: This one's my fav so far.

It's all good... Though, a tad unrefined. (not meaning to sound snobbish...) What I mean is, they sound young, like you're pushing them into the metre ad rhyme. But, other than that, I really like these. "Freak" is wonderful.

I wrote those a couple years ago and never bothered to revise them or anything. Maybe I'll do that later tonight or something. But, thanks guys.

Like I said, they're good...

But revising could make them better.

Hope to see more stuff later.

Yeah, well I think my g/f and I are breaking up so I should have stuff to write about soon. *shrugs* Go to my thread in Friendship if you wanna know what went on.

Okay, I'll drop by there just before I split for the night.

The deepest dark,

What do you want from me?
Why can’t you accept me?
I try my hardest to be someone
That you can love
But, I can’t seem to please you
I don’t have anything left to give
You sucked my emotions dry and
Left me in the cold, dark streets
Left to defend myself with only my thoughts
Huddled in a corner in the deepest, darkest alley
I find comfort in here that you weren’t able to provide
I’m safe from my emotions, from yours.
From your words that I constantly repeat in my head
I’ll die in this corner, alone as I always was
Because you made me this way,
And I thank you for a chance to die happy.


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Something I just threw together. It sounds like crap, I need to revise it...*shrugs*

Wish upon a frozen time


Sometimes
I like to sit, and watch the hundreds upon thousands
Of broken angels fall from the sky
Their bodies hit the ground with enough force
To shatter a man’s dreams

Sometimes
I wonder, why am I still fighting for a lost cause?
Why do I keep telling myself lies?
I know they aren’t true, yet I can’t come to my senses
And realize that I have nothing left

Sometimes
I lay in bed at night, stare at the stars, and think of you
Of your beauty, your touch, your taste
I can almost taste you, yet...deep down inside
I know you don’t exist

Sometimes
I cry myself to sleep, wanting you to exist
Wanting me to exist, but I don’t
And neither do you
So why am I still here?