I'm not looking for any feedback on my poems, they are what they are.

I have found everything gone
Awaken from my dream
Of self respect
Suddenly lost in thoughts
Being hated by those
Blinded by what I really am
I fall off course
No one saw it coming
Life could have been so much better
It was
Back when oblivion prevailed
But they aren’t as dim as you believe
They have sense
One careless mistake
Guilt
Succeeding overwhelming
Living a lie
Double lives
Exposed
Feeling pain when they’re ashamed
Of what I really am
Beady eyes staring
At what they have uncovered
Feeling lost
Alone
Confused about what to do next
If only I could see into the light of the future
Find out what I will become
So I could show the world
And they wouldn’t be ashamed to call me
Family

What is this?
Stranger in the darkness…
Who are you?
Dark figures in the starlight
Meetings so obscure
Unprepared, misfortune
Death by deception
Caught unaware
Stabbed four times in the ribs
Mutilated body
Mangled and thrashed
Set sweetly in a ditch
Moonlight glistens of your spilt blood
Eyes
Forever open and staring
A look of fear
Shining white with terror
Mouth slightly open
A small stream of red
Trickles down your pale skin
Your neck
One bold deep slash
Ended it all
He carried you
Let your limp wrists scrape the pavement
In the ditch, he left you
On his face
A grin
In his eyes
A tear
Killed what he loved most
You

Mangled
Like my mind

Destroyed
Like my thoughts

Ripped, torn, and broken
Like every dream I ever had

You think you can beat me
In your little mind games
You may have ruined my sanity
But I will take your life
Hunt you down
Like the prey you are
Violently rip every muscle off the bone
Watch your blood spray the ground
And your heart stupor slowly
Muse as your eyes roll to the back of your brain
And your tongue loll unpleasantly
Around your mouth gushing with blood

This has become my pleasure
Watching the cause of my pain to be pained
You have taken from me my sanity
So I watch you pay the price….

Passionate

Anger
Heat rising
Passion, emotion
The feeling within the mind
The rage beneath the soul
Jumping through the body
Swarming out of the mouth
It becomes
ANGER
It becomes
PASSION
It is your true feelings
Finally I see what you have rationalized
What your mind was relishing over
Your true thoughts about ME
I see what you have become
Not only do you hate yourself
You hate me
Your deep hatred boils inside of you
You look into my eyes
And I can feel it piercing into me
My fear rises
You can taste it
You can smell it
You can feel it
You just want to rid of me now
Rip my flesh in deep animal rage
Intertwine my insides and outsides
Until I am but a mangled mess
It would make you laugh
You would smile at your feat
Once completed
You would boast and brag
That you had done such a thing
Such as, dispose of the likes of me!
You may hate me
But the world will soon learn to love me
I will not be alone in my feelings when I say
You will be sorry
Sorry
For every mean thing you said
Every vulgar or obscene comment
Spoken in the presence of my name
My rights have been violated for half my life
Your rights will be violated for the rest of yours
See you in hell my beloved enemy
I have kept you close
And in the end, we will be good friends

By ashley and me

A soft breeze whispers to the evening star
That love is just a dream away, a dream away
So let me fall, come and be loved by you
This is what I dream, a dream so sweet.
A dream, a face, I long to touch, to kiss
Shines softly in the moonlights gleam
So lay me down, don't try to be someone else
My love, my world, now belongs to you and me
Don't leave, I need your love
For you help me down, from this high that wasn't felt
But you, just might, be the reason to fight this life.
This curse, I need you here to love.
I need you by my side to go on!
But you are out of my reach
Or am I?
Perhaps when I sit alone and dream
You could be dreaming too?
Or maybe I am not alone
But with another
Will you still dream of me?
I’m still dreaming of you
So let the moon
Shine softly in the morning sky
I'll sleep and dream
And maybe when you dream
You dream of me

a new one

What kind of life is this?
One without laughter
Without tears
Feeling gone from all actions
A kiss is meaningless
Hugs, warmth gone
All that used to be has vanished
Oblivion came tumbling after me
I was far ahead of it
No one can ever find me
In my emotionless hell
Trapped in my mind for as long as I can stand it
Listening to myself struggling to breathe
Wishing I could laugh at my stupidity
Watching for all I expect to fall in front of my eyes
Waiting forever
For you

LIZABETH! great poems i am jealous of your abilities

hahaa you geek! i have no abilities..i am a loser. i dont even have the ability to stay out past 10! damn you parents...DAMN YOU ALL!

What a great dream to be awakened from
The dream of silence
Peacefulness
A life in which pleasure can be sought out
Flowers always bloom
Friends always care
Bees never sting
Perfection beyond belief
Anything you could ever imagine
At your fingertips

"a new one" is the way some people live there lives......

why are you pointing fingers at me?

hey chick...(whatwhatwhat... FAGGOT!) once sami calls me, i'll let you know whats going on if you still wanna go to the zoo cuz i want you to go. um...guess i'm just saying hi. well, BYE

hey I didn't know this was here! jerk you didn't tell me, those are great, I love 'em

what are you talking about timofy?

ahh! jess you silly one i cant go to the zoo today because i have to go to see those people with girly...ahhhH!!!!!!! i need to make cookies before-hand too!

ashy i just put it here! im sorry im such a jerk.

damn oh well maybe it will still be fun. anyway, i guess i'll go or something...lol bye

you mean Matt and Tim not "those people"!

They are those people.. hahaha okay fine... i am going to see timofy and mammuew with girly

JESSY you will still have fun without me i promise. it will probably be even more fun without me because i ruin things.

oh yeah and why are you going to see them with Ashley? b/c she wants to fuck Matt, she told Justin

yes because girly wants to fuck matt. they have never seen eachother but hey, thats girly!