Domino effect

Her P.O. said she had cocaine in her urine,
And now things begin occuring,
To think I'm the type of person,
To believe in all the stories.

So here's to you and all the lies,
And all the times that we got high,
For all the obstacles in life,
That leave us so dissatisfied.

Mom, I'll always be your son,
I'm so glad I didn't buy that gun,
I'm sad that I have to run,
And I'm sorry for the shit i've done.

Now I'm drinking cough syrup, and chasing it with hennessey,
Because I'm to sober to drive, and I have places to be,
And in three months you'll have beat this addiction and we'll see,
Each other, and we'll back at life, living efforlessly
Just believe.

I gaze outside with metal eyes,
The night sky keeps me pacified.
My revenge will fall asleep,
Engaging every memory.
You lie in filth and rotten skin,
Something you find comfort in.
My thoughts remain so picturesque,
The way your head felt on my chest
I try to pray you away
You're an addiction I feed
I try to pray you away
But i've realized that no one is listening to me
Hair is blond and wonderful,
Eyes as green as emeralds.
My collective thoughts composed,
And written down as parables.
My memories are gasoline,
Fueling my tenacity.
Spacious hollow in my head,
Echoes every word you've said.
I tried to pray you away today
I tried to pray you away in vain
I wish that I could find any other way
Maybe I will some day.

Someday I'm gonna slit my wrists in line at mcdonalds
Then I'm going to sit there and eat my chicken nuggets while I die
And if anybody tries to stop me then God help them
If there aren't any kids around I'm gonna pull my pants down and take a shit on the table
Because I want the negative attention
I fucking need that negative attention
If I'm still alive i'm gonna get in my car and drive myself to the mall,
I'm going to go into the most expensive clothing shop and bleed all over everything white I can find,
So it all can be as tainted and ruined as I am,
And when mall security comes to remove me I'm gonna shit my pants,
And I'm gonna wipe fecal matter and blood on as many rent-a-cops as they send.
I hope you're happy you fucking rent-a-cops.

I lvoe them all. I can really feel the third one..