...but most of all to Arc my brother and his great uplifting

Xymox with;

Consolation


I put my arms around you, your body stalls and droops
I give you consolation but there's nothing I can do
Estranged I listen to a voice so scared
Like a martyr from another world, I no longer share

The anguish of a thousand days, the fear of life like everyone
Against there is no chance to swim, you have to simply drift along

Everyday the sting moves deeper, one day it will reach your soul
It's near so close at hand for everyone

No more consolation, no more aggravation,
no more I am making changes for everyone

Your eyes are breaking, the curtain is to drop
You want her here but you never begged before
If I could only scream and silence your voice
I might achieve to wake you up and make you come to a stop
When my world is quiet and no one fills my head
I give it one more thought and put it back to bed

Everyday the sting moves deeper, one day it will reach your soul
It's near so close at hand I hope you understand

No more consultation, no more aggravation,
No more I am making changes for everyone

presenting her with the music board with a flourish and a wink*

Nah - it's your's baby - you run it much better than I - just lemme know when you want me to fill in for ya! *grins and chucks you under your chin*

*kisses babe*

and for yur return, I present you with a little known song by... you guessed it...!

Title: Don't Stop Dancing
Artist: Creed

At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make sure some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again

Bit I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

Children, don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away... away

At times life's unfair and you know it's plain to see
Hey God I know I'm just a dot in this world
Have you forgot about me?
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And I know I'm on my knees again

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way.

Am I hiding in shadows?
Forget the pain and forget the sorrows

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt, I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

Children don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away... away

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Are we hiding in the shadows?

heheh ...thank ya sweet lips .....what would you like to hear?.. until you decide heres puddle of mudd with blurry...heheh cuz im in this mood 24/7...~muah~..right back atcha babe
oh wait could of been the pt~ of vodka...heheh ..
~looks at doe~ i finally got my own bottle

Everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my savior
you know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when ya shoved it in my face

everyone is changing
there’s no one left that’s real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my savior
you know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me

Oh, Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you where to run away
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you where to run away

can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me

this pain you gave to me

you take it all
you take it all away...
this pain you gave to me
you take it all away
this pain you gave to me
take it all away
this pain

heheh..sorry sorry i know most of u hate his guts ..but...i just cant help it..so here is marilyn manson wth Coma Black

Coma Black
[COLOR=red}
My mouth was a crib and it was growing lies
I didn't know what love was on that day
my heart's a tiny bloodclot
I picked at it
it never heals it never goes away[/color]

I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die

This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I would have told her then
she was the only thing
that I could love in this dying world
but the simple word "love" itself
already died and went away

This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die


Apple of Dischord
Her heart's bloodstained egg
we didn't handle with care
it's broken and bleeding
and we can never repair

heheh..sorry sorry i know most of u hate his guts ..but...i just cant help it..so here is marilyn manson with Coma Black ...yummy

Coma Black

My mouth was a crib and it was growing lies
I didn't know what love was on that day
my heart's a tiny bloodclot
I picked at it
it never heals it never goes away

I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die

This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I would have told her then
she was the only thing
that I could love in this dying world
but the simple word "love" itself
already died and went away

This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die


Apple of Dischord
Her heart's bloodstained egg
we didn't handle with care
it's broken and bleeding
and we can never repair

Heh...I finally got around to post here...so the first one goes out to my sweet little sister, shy girl. Miss you hunnie.

Crystal Eyes by LA Guns
Hollywood Vampires Album 1991

With crystal eyes she gazes
Like a desert flower
In the morning rain
She’s well aware of every promise made
She’s a child of light in a world of pain

Oh let her be free, Holy Zion
Give us eyes to see
Something to rely on

(Chorus)

Crystal eyes, I still love you
You’re my only desire
Crystal eyes, I can’t live without your touch
You are my crystal eyes

Crystal eyes, she don’t say much
But she sees right through
Your thin disguise
You’ll never know, she comes and goes
Slips through the veil, in the dead of night

Crystal eyes – she’s an angel
That fell to earth like a gift from God
Sweet serene, skin like cream
My love protects your every thought

Next one...water This always makes me think of you.

Freya, Shakti by Emerald Rose
Bending Tradition

Freya, Shakti, Hathor, Rhiannon,
Rhea, Maab, the Morrigan
Freya, Shakti, Hathor, Rhiannon,
Rhea, Maab, the Morrigan

Ah – Raising up the Goddess
Oh – Fill my soul
Ah – Raising up the spirit
Oh – Make me whole

She is a woman crowned with a crescent
She is the mother of all that lives
She is the earth and it’s spinning in starlight
She is theGoddess of all that is

Freya, Shakti, Hathor, Rhiannon,
Rhea, Maab, the Morrigan
Freya, Shakti, Hathor, Rhiannon,
Rhea, Maab, the Morrigan

Ah – Raising up the Goddess
Oh – Fill my soul
Ah – Raising up the spirit
Oh – Make me whole

I know a woman stirring a cauldron
She is the source of the hearts deep chore
I love a maiden dancing in moonlight
She is the key to the ancient lore

Freya, Shakti, Hathor, Rhiannon,
Rhea, Maab, the Morrigan
Freya, Shakti, Hathor, Rhiannon,
Rhea, Maab, the Morrigan

Chaos hunnie, no offense intended here, but this one...so fitting for you it seems. The way it seems your life, much like mine, gets screwed up beyond recognition everytime you turn your back. *hugs*

Nick Cave – Brother My Cup Is Empty
Damn if I know which album…was it Henry’s Dream..?

Brother my cup is empty
And I haven’t got a penny
For to buy no more whisky
I have to go home

I am the captain of my pain
‘Tis the bit, the bridle
And the thrashing cane
The stirrup, the harness
And the whipping mane
The pickled eye
And the shrinking brain
Brother buy me one more drink
I’ll explain the nature of my pity
Let me tell you once again
I am the captain of my pain

Brother my cup is empty
And I haven’t got a penny
For to buy no more whisky
I have to go home

I cannot blame it all on her
To blame her all would be a lie
For many a night I lie awake
And wish that I could watch her die
To see her accusing finger spurt
To see flies swarm her hateful eye
To watch her groaning in the dirt
To hear her clicking tongue crack dry
Brother buy me one more drink
One more drink and then goodbye
Do not mock me when I say
Let’s drink one more before I die

Brother my cup is empty
And I haven’t got a penny
For to buy no more whisky
I have to go home

I’ve been sliding down on rainbows
I’ve been swinging from the stars
Now this wretch in beggars clothing
Bangs his cup across the bar
Look, this cup of mine is empty
Seems I’ve misplaced my desires
Seems I’m sweeping up the ashes
Of all my former fires
So brother, be a brother
Fill, this tiny cup of mine
And please, sir, make it whisky
I have no head for wine

Brother my cup is empty
And I haven’t got a penny
For to buy no more whisky
I have to go home

I counted all my blessings
And I counted only one
One tiny little blessing
And now that blessing’s gone
So buy me one more drink my brother
And I’m taking to the road
I’m taking to the rain
And I'm taking to the snow
My friend, my only brother
Do not let the party grieve
Throw a dollar on the bar
Now kiss my ass and leave

Brother my cup is empty
And I haven’t got a penny
For to buy no more whisky
I have to go home

Brother my cup is empty
And I haven’t got a penny
For to buy no more whisky
I have to go home

...point to whom...

Xymox from creatures with....

JASMINE AND ROSE

The air tastes just like you, it's the smell of June
A sensory shock that jolts my spirit, I slowly swallow you
A spray of little droplets, a fragrance so refined
The spirit of nostalgia is passing me by

Opium and Poison, Jasmine and Rose
Dream of Ambrosia, all flavours glow, It's sensual,It's sensual, sensual

It all began so easy, with you on the floor
Against your willing flanks and knocking down your door
Until the day it crumbled, no game of win and lose
You told me nothing, you left me confused

Expelled like poison, a trim of the dose,
A limb disposed of, in a whim she chose,so rigorous,she's vigorous
She's vigorous,

Heart of the hardest world, it's just the thought of you
All those variations, the air is full of you
The smell of summer rain, once more the scent of June
This sweet concentration ,brings me back to you
Opium and Poison
My taste of June, my taste of you
Inhale, inhale your trail
Opium and Poison, Jasmine and Rose, dream of escape with me, all flavours go,
It's sensual, it's sensual, it's sensual

What was ours will drift away, a simple breeze on a humid day

Oh, nothing lasts, nothing lasts, forever

....blood so xymox again for U?

Hidden faces from Xymox, track

This World

They say "trust on us"
They say " our time will come"
And " your dreams will come alive"
One day, we will find
No way to cross this line
It's where our worlds collide

This world is not made for you and I
It's build on blood and a million lies

Some say " we don't fit in"
"We're lost in another world"
Their truth will never hold
Cos , one's heart is one's soul
We're living ,day by day
Let them wither, till they're old and grey

This world is not made for you and I
It's build on blood and a million lies

I was blind, but now I see
We are destined for misery
If you're lost, you won't be found
There is no guiding hand of destiny

This world is not made for you and I
It's build on blood and a million lies

They paint the fabric of our lives, down and out
With nowhere to hide
What you miss, what you need, what you lack is a peace of mind, Our worlds collide.

....to whom is not a question deemed neccessary for she knows at least I think she does though I been wrong before in assuming she did, so we'll see

Xymox from hidden faces with;

The Child In Me

Don't slow me down, just drive me away
The skies are grey today, I look at life that way
So put me on a plane, I may escape the rain
My friends are acting strange, things don't look the same

I guess the child in me, defines the way I see
I guess the child in me, defines the way I see
Miracles

Don't let me down, just live for today
The price is high you say, you look at life that way
So put me on a chain, I will escape again
Living by the book I say,would drive me insane

I guess the child in me, defines the way I see
I guess the child in me, defines the way I see
Miracles come my way

Through the eyes of a child I am spinning round
Through the eyes of a child I will work it out

I guess the child in me, defines the way I see
Through the eyes of a child
Through the eyes of a child

..in a row from Xymox and this also to a old friend who may or may not still be my friend


Xymox from hidden faces with

Special Friends

Say what you want
What you see is what you get
Shed your tears, but never do forget
When the chips are down
And the world is on your back
We'll stick through thick and thin
In spite of our sins

Here and now all is clear
You must face this mounting fear
All our dreams of the past
The sound and scent will always last
For we will always be those special friends
No one will ever, ever understand

No doubt this way is best
Have the cake and eat the rest
We grieve for the plain
We see to deep, too much pain
Poison creeps in every head
Crave for what they cannot have

Here and now all is clear
You must face this mounting fear
All our dreams of the past
The sound and scent will always last
For we will always be those special friends
No one will ever, ever understand

With hair so high, clothes so black
We are one, get off our back
We're killing time, storm and stress
Side by side, just like that

For we are those special friends
For we are those special friends

but I really really like this song...

Title: Dizzy
Artist: Goo Goo Dolls

You're cynical and beautiful
You always make a scene
You're monochrome delirious
You're nothing that you seem
I'm drowning in your vanity
Your laugh is a disease
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything I need

Everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Whatever ever you want

I wanna kick at the machine
That made you piss away your dreams
And tear at your defenses
'Till there's nothing there but me
You're angry when you're beautiful
Your love is such a tease
I'm drowning in your dizzy noise
I wanna feel you scream

Everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Whatever ever you want

And could we have a double shot of Goo Goo Dolls on this Two for Tuesday?


Title: Slide
Artist: Goo Goo Dolls

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it coming
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
You why don't you slide
Yeah, we're gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you
Dont suppose you'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
You why don't you slide
Yeah, we're gonna let it slide

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May, put our arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May, do you want to get married
Or run away

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothig that fall
May, put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
What you are is beautiful
May, do you want to get married
Or run away

*grins, giggles and kisses the D.J. Thanks*

heheh ..again...charmed by sweetlips visit ...not silly at all hun goo goo dolls are awsome...heheh well to spin the disks for 2 for tuesday here is some ac/dc with hells bells then bringing it down with you shook me all night long....heheh and thats no joke

title: hells bells


I'm a rolling thunder, a pouring rain
I'm comin' on like a hurricane
My lightning's flashing across the sky
You're only young but you're gonna die

I won't take no prisoners, won't spare no lives
Nobody's putting up a fight
I got my bell, I'm gonna take you to hell
I'm gonna get you, Satan get you

CHORUS:
Hell's Bells
Yeah, Hell's Bells
You got me ringing Hell's Bells
My temperature's high, Hell's Bells

I'll give you black sensations up and down your spine
If you're into evil you're a friend of mine
See my white light flashing as I split the night
'Cause if [God's | good's] on the left,
then I'm stickin' to the right

I won't take no prisoners, won't spare no lives
Nobody's puttin' up a fight
I got my bell, I'm gonna take you to hell
I'm gonna get you, Satan get you

CHORUS

yeow
Hell's Bells, Satan's comin' to you
Hell's Bells, he's ringing them now
Hell's Bells, the temperature's high
Hell's Bells, across the sky
Hell's Bells, they're takin' you down
Hell's Bells, they're draggin' you around
Hell's Bells, gonna split the night
Hell's Bells, there's no way to fight, yeah

Ow, ow, ow, ow

you shook me all night long

She was a fast machine
She kept her motor clean
She was the best damn woman I had ever seen [...that I, ever seen]
She had the sightless eyes
Telling me no lies [telling me my own line]
Knockin' me out with those American thighs
Taking more than her share
Had me fighting for air
She told me to come but I was already there

'Cause the walls start shaking
The earth was quaking
My mind was aching
And we were making it and you -

CHORUS:
Shook me all night long
Yeah you shook me all night long

Working double time
On the seduction line
She was one of a kind, she's just mine all mine
She wanted no applause [Taking no applause]
Just another course
Made a meal out of me and came back for more
Had to cool me down
To take another round
Now I'm back in the ring to take another swing

'Cause the walls were shaking
The earth was quaking
My mind was aching
And we were making it and you -

CHORUS

And knocked me out and then you
Shook me all night long
You had me shakin' and you
Shook me all night long
Yeah you shook me
Well you took me

You reall took me and you
Shook me all night long
Ooooh you
Shook me all night long
Yeah, yeah, you
Shook me all night long

Your really took me and you
Yeah you shook me, yeah you shook me
All night long

.....This I give a gift to you one and all
may you all make what you wish of it all

Queensryche ~if there was only one that you read the lyrics to make it this one and quit all the ignorant babble and hostilities~

with


Take Hold of the Flame
We see the light of those who find
A world has passed them by
To late to save a dream that's growing cold
We realize that fate must hide its face
From those who try
To see the distant signs of unforetold
Oh... oh, take hold

From a haze came a rage of thunder
Distant signs of darkness on the way
Fading cries scream of pain and hunger
But in the night the light will guide your way

So take hold of the flame
Don't you see life's a game
So take hold of the flame
You've got nothing to lose, but everything to gain

Ride, to a place beyond our time
Reach, for the edges of your mind, and you are there
See, that the light will find its way
Back to a place where it will stay, make it stay

Throw down the chains of oppression that bind you
With the air of freedom the flame grows bright
We are the strong, the youth united
We are one, we are children of the light

So take hold of the flame
Don't you see life's a game
So take hold of the flame
You've got nothing to lose, but everything to gain