one of those songs that makes me ponder of the things in life...

Theater Of Tragedy

Retrospect

Here we are
We stand in line
One more time today
There is no sense
The cigarette in hand
It's all gone bad
No name, privilege, no hope and fame

We've seen it all before
And it seems like a mirror of our future

We were waiting for something
We were listening to the heartbeats
It could take us
It could take our names; it's the same as no hope and fame

We've seen it all before
And it seems like a mirror of our future

This is no age for us
It seems we're out of class
We are fragile
Like statues made of sand

We've seen it all before
And it seems like a mirror of our future

Wumpscut - Angel

Angel, come to me... To me, come to me,
Angel, belong to me... To me, belong to me,
Angel, you have wings... To fly, fly to me,
Angel, do you doubt... No need, to have doubt

Angel, feel my love... My love for you, feel my love for you,
Angel, carry me... To you, to your home, to Paradise,
Angel, I would lie for you... For you, just for you, with my yearning heart.
And Angel, I would die for you... For you, just for you, with my burning heart.

Angel, don't feel liable... For me, and my pain, don't feel liable,
'Cause Angels, must be free... Up high, from this world, in Eternity.

Angel... I could clip your wings... To catch all your love, to calm your pain,
But Angel, this would be so wrong... You would bleed to death, immediately.

So Angel... Come to me... Heal my glaring pain... Voluntarily.

I love you...

Entwine - Thy Guiding Light

Wish I could always love you,
always hold you, all the time.
Share with me the last moment,
for I'll take you, to the sky.

You've always wanted, to be the last one.
But you never thought, what it would be like, to be the only one.

To the sky I will reflect my love,
for it shall be thy guiding light,
Shine so bright that you will find your way,
trough the darkness of night.

Trough the skies I will take you,
find the time, to touch the scars,
Falling dark leads you to me,
Whispers so sweet, leave no scars.

You've always wanted, to be the last one.
But you never thought, what it would be like, to be the only one.

To the sky I will reflect my love,
for it shall be thy guiding light,
Shine so bright that you will find your way,
trough the darkness of night.

*shrugs* those needed to be played again*

This is for everyone that feels the same:
Natalie Imbruglia - Beauty on the fire

Here it comes again
Cannot out run my desire
Cover my decent
And throw the
Beauty on the fire
Drawn towards the edge
Do I assume I could fly
Every secret shared
Why do I drink
The feelings dry
Don't go too far
Limitation scars
Tonight
Could I be lost forever
To drown
My soul in
Sensory
Pleasure
Sensory
Pleasure

Here it comes again
You raise the bar even higher
I cannot catch my breath
So throw the
Beauty on the fire
Don't push too hard
Limitaion scars

This goes out to all my friends who stood up and were counted yesterday, Know that the evidence may be deleted but I wont forget


Queensryche with

Child of Fire
Born into darkness in Saturn's sight
Riding the night like the wind
Ripping the heart form a world that is right
Treading the borders of sin.

Child of fire
The souls that are damned
By the pain that you bring
Send you higher

Slashing destruction, your right hand sword ringing
To the ends of the earth you will fly
Conquering masses in wanton deception
Blood-red your black flag waves high

Child of fire
The souls that are damned
By the pain that you bring
Send you higher

Look around, is this the end that you have foreseen
The pain, the misery in us all
What was it that you knew? Will we one day learn it too
And together build another way, to the morning
Or will it ever come again
You've poisoned all our hopes
We have nothing now, and what of the children
What has this done to them? Damn you for the pain
That they must feel

The last hero standing no time to turn back
He's listening, he waits for your call
The black barren plains reflect the hope of the same
For one only waiting to fall

Child of fire
The souls that are damned
By the pain that you bring
Send you higher

just a bit of the harsh cold truth hidden between false hopes and lies.

Arch Enemy

Web Of Lies

Weaving a web - of lies and deceit
It's a dangerous game - we play

All this time - the pain eating us away
All this time - the memories refuse to fade
A rotting shell of dying trust
We share this hell at any cost

Phases and stages
Circles and cycles
And empty charade
This pointless masquerade

A dangerous game
A dangerous game - we play

Web of lies
I can see it in your eyes
Web of lies
You can see it in my eyes

It will never be the same
We have gone too far this time
Our temple of false dreams
Comes crashing down...
A rotting shell of dying trust
We shared this hell at any cost

A song I dedicated to someone a while back... supposedly our song...


To/Die/For

Together Complete

far too long I have known misery
and dying longing for your hell
so I fell down to the stream of eternity
finished my life but everything goes on
I kissed mortal life goodbye
I let my blood drain down

come on my love dare you dance with me

down below in my grave
nigth's black carpet embraces us
I dwell in darkness and so shall you
if you come all the way to the end
why don't you follow me

at nightfall all will belong for you and me
together we will be complete
all I need is you to be by my side
together all will be complete

eternity is too long time without you
come and dry my tears
better dead without you
than living without you

nothing can heal this loveless soul if you don't follow me
eternally what else would you ever want...

*sticks thread*

For you steph. another song *smiles*

one of my faves, and it has your nickname in it *nods*

Jack Off Jill

Vivica

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you burn in humid hell
No sleeping pills no old tattoos
will save you now

He'll never change he's just too vague
he'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you sit I watch you dwell
No crooked spine no torn up rag
will save you now

He'll never change he's not that brave
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I'll sit right here I'll never tell
no tender scar no twist of fate
will save you now

He'll never change he's just not there
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you will I really do, I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

She's empty and so beautiful
I'll keep her here with me

This goes to...well...anyone.

New Found Glory - Dressed to Kill

I know it's hard for you
To understand what i'm going through
But now i sit here to remind myself

You're always dressed to kill
And you feel like you owe it to the world
But you owe it to yourself
And you're not here
And i can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine..and i

I can't dream anymore since your left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore In your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep

Cheer up my friends all say
You're better alone anyway
But you're always on tour
And you're never home

I'm always dressed to kill
And i feel like i owe it to the world
But i owe it to myself
And you're, You're not here
And i can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine...and i

I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep

Cheer up my friends all say...
And i can't stop prentending
That you're forever mine
You're better alone anyway
And you're not here, not here

I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
i miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say...

this goes to.. whoever likes moonspell.

Moonspell

Ruin And Misery

In each of your failures
I saw my victory
And each time you fall
A knife tattoos a smile
On my lips
You are now empty of life
And we are drunk with death

Raw models
Ruin & Misery

I can offer you a hand
To help you hold the dagger
A perfect jewel for
Our perfect end

And as we lay, we kissed
Fingers wet with poison
Thinking to each one
There is beauty in death

Raw models
Ruin & Misery

Allow me to doubt
We were lovers who could really share
The only love between us
Was hate

Without hope we could not fear
And silently we disappeared
Hand in hand, we took our lives
And together stopped being
Raw models on a novel of Ruin & Misery

Nice...

This goes to Chupa:Monster Magnet - LOOK TO YOUR ORB FOR THE WARNING


Goin' down now

The mountain screamed three times today
I guess it thought i like to play
How much does one have to pay
To fry a peak and melt away
Launching titan's breath on mine
The sweating measure lands on time

And the old man, down by the river
Well he walks up and he walks on down
To the spaceship that's parked at your doorstep
And it's waiting to take you away now

Goin' down now

Looking for the rat that crowed
He's hooked up down to Mexico
Slap my nerve now, give me more
It's my disaster friend, not yours

And the old man, down by the river
Well he gets up and he walks on down
To the spaceship that's parked at your doorstep
And it's waiting to take you away now

It's down by the river, it's always this way now
It's down by the river, it's always this way now
Goin' down now, goin' down now

trouble me - 10,000 maniacs


for someone i will always be there for......


trouble
trouble me, disturb me
with all your cares and your worries

trouble me
on the days when you feel spent
why let your shoulders bend
underneath this burden when
my back is sturdy and strong

trouble me
speak to me
don’t mislead me
the calm I feel
means a storm is swelling
speak to me
there’s no telling
where it starts
or how it ends
speak to me
why are you building
this thick thick wall
to defend me
speak to me
when your silence is my
greatest fear

why let your shoulders bend
underneath this burden when
my back is sturdy and strong
speak to me

let me
have a look inside these eyes
that I’m learning
let me
please don’t hide them
just because of tears
let me
send you off to sleep
when the bad bad nights
start you turning and tossing
let me
let me know where the hurt is
and how to heal
spare
spare me
don’t spare me anything

trouble me
trouble me, disturb me
with all your cares
and your worries
speak to me
and et our words
build a shelter
from the storm
let me
and lastly let me know
what I can mend
there’s more honestly
and my sweet friend
you can see
trust is what
I’m offering
if you trouble me

thats sweet lushy, I think I'm jealous

dedicated to the fallen angel.. and to myself.

Tiamat

Sympathy For The Devil

(Guns And Roses Cover)

Please allow me to introduce myself
I'm a man of wealth and taste
I've been around for a long, long year
Stole many a man's soul and faith

And I was 'round when Jesus Christ
Had his moment of doubt and pain
Made damn sure that Pilate
Washed his hands and sealed his fate

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
`cause what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game

I stuck around St. Petersburg
When I saw it was a time for a change
Killed the czar and his ministers
Anastasia screamed in vain

I rode a tank
Held a general's rank
When the blitzkrieg raged
And the bodies stank

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
Ah, what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game

I watched with glee
While your kings and queens
Fought for ten decades
For the gods they made

I shouted out,
"Who killed the Kennedys?"
When after all
It was you and me

Let me please introduce myself
I'm a man of wealth and taste
And I laid traps for troubadours
Who get killed before they reached Bombay

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guessed my name
`cause what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guessed my name
`cause what's confusing you
Is just the nature of my game

Pleased to meet you, pleased to meet you
guess my name, guess my name
Pleased to meet you, pleased to meet you
guess my name, guess my name