i was just wondering how many of you have relapsed hard after being clean for so long?
and what i mean by "hard" is you were doing so well staying away from it and the one time you start up again you do something totally insane, and unbelievable.
like drugs and alcohol, and what not.

I've never actually done anything outrageous or unrepariable on a relapse, but I've had them.

Quite a few.

This would be my alcohol problem.

i've never quit