Situation report for: Aeternus.
Date: 10-07-2002, 9:23

Physical status:
Apart from a few scratches and a nasty toenail that grows the wrong way, not many direct issues. I eat too much methinks. I'm gaining weight, but it is hardly alarming. Cut back on midnight snacks. Eyes are still severely hampered, by lenses. Headache looms, perhaps a case of influenza. I will live.

Mental status:
Chronic fatigue. When will I find sleep? As I lay my head to rest at 11, I rarely close my eyes before 2. But I refuse to taint my body with chemicals, to force a sleep that should not be. Perhaps I worry too much. Perhaps thinking can be a curse... Doubt. Chaos. I should meditate.

Educational status:
Well, interim goes fine so far. A few more weeks, and I have not even begun on my report. Neither on the assignment that I should make the report from. Perhaps I'll do it wholly different. I don't know. I'll see in a week or so. School recommencing in September. Great, no summer holiday for me...

Financial status:
... not that I had money for one anyhow. Still owe my mom loke, E 400,- or so. But I'll be able to pay her back next month. And then I'll be broke but debt-free. Yay. *is only that happy*

System status:
Well, at least my comps are working again. Still need a monitor for the second... But with an UPS backing it up, power surges and failures should not be a problem anymore...

Other status:
Ah well, at least my "higher learning" as so many tend to call it, progresses a little. But even there I am coming to a halt. Perhaps a total freezeout, just for a while. 'Till I figure out what is real and what is not. In all matters.
I envy the infant not surviving birth...

And why the hell post this? I don't know. Just felt like it.

Feeling better yet Aet?

*soft smiles*

And you DO need to gain some weight.

*huggles you*

I do not need extra weight. Around 70 Kg is more then enough for a human being of moderate posture. I haven't checked recently... I'm bound to be around 75. No more McDonalds for this Aetman...

But I do feel a bit better.

but but but...

French Fries!!!!!!!!!

What will you do without your french fries?

I home someday you will find sleep. I found it. I couldn't sleep before 3 and most of the times before 4. Meditation helps a lot. It helped me getting to sleep.
You are doing the right thing not to use chemicals.
About summer holidays...can't you take 2 days off for a small trip?
Trips helps.
Money...sigh....it's only money my friend. Only money.

What's your UPS's brand? Can you get any second hand monitors?

About your higher learning. Do not worry. It happens to everyone.
You need to think everything carefully. Thinking is good. Following your heart is better.

What's your height if you don't mind me asking?

*gives both of you and water french fries*

*shakes the french fries away*

Thank you my friend, but I am on a diet :p

*grins*

Situation report for: Metagion
Date: 07-16-2002, 8:34PM EST USA

Physical status:
Stomach hurts; but other than that, fine; I also need to stop biting/picking my nails 'til they bleed...

Mental status:
Chronic fatigue from sleeping too much (or not enough. I haven't quite decided.) Thoughts lost from thinking about my pal being gone and his wife having a grand ol' time with the money she was left. Angry and hurt, too, but stoic.

Educational status:
I try to learn one new thing each day, so I can forget it by week's end. (I have a scatterbrained mentality...)

Financial status:
Have to borrow money from beggars (that's how broke). Contemplating getting an online loan so I can clear up my debts; have to give my good friend Glen his $60 back eventually. Need job upgrade.

System status:
Looks good to me. Need to check the website for broken/missing links this weekend and finish my adult site.

Other status:
Nothing much, really. Just feel tired and helpless mostly; like the world is always one up on me and I'm waaaaay behind the 8 Ball. I find myself thinking about my ex and wondering why all my pals think I should avoid him like the Black Death (the magical ones). Could a person really be that bad? Or change that much?
And why the hell post this? I don't know. Just felt like it (like Aet said.)