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07-22-02
A lot of us joke around at how unsound our minds are, but honestly, who here has clinically diagnosed disorders?
I have to see a neurologist concerning a disorder I probably have, and am trying to build confidence. | |
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07-23-02
Well....Chronic Depression...anxioty (sp?..too lazy)...and the funny (but not) part...is that they know there is a lot wrong with me...they just cant classify it at the moment..I am one big contridiction...oh how i loved me...*coughs and hides*
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07-23-02
I've never been diagnosed.
A couple of years ago I took a psych class, and we were supposed to write down (anonymously) if we had ever been diagnosed with any disorders. Over half of the class (out of 20) had, anything from PTSD to bulimea to depression and so on. Everyone seemed pretty "normal" before hand, too.
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07-24-02
Only clinical depression and an acute fear of people  Nothing more for me. I'm pretty normal *chews own ear* | |
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07-24-02
I am clostiphobic (sp?) of people now a days..as long as they dont talk or come near me i might be ok...*looks around while shaking*.... 
“The night has a thousand eyes, and the day but one….Yet the light of the bright world dies…with the dying sun. The mind has a thousand eyes, and the heart but one…Yet the light of a whole life dies…when love is done…- Francis W. Bourdillon
"The madness of demons is Rage. The madness of angels is Hope."
"We are Grey. We stand between the Candle and the Star"
“Some people are born to be the tears of the world” -me
"Fell from Heaven and her wings shattered like glass. But she's an angel, so of course she got up and walked away. But they still had to scrape her soul off the side walk..."
"Understanding is the one-dimensional comprehension of the intellect. It leads to knowledge. Realization is three-dimensional-a simultaneous comprehension of head, heart, and instinct. It comes only from direct experience"
"You understand many things but have realized practically nothing"
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07-24-02
Well, I suppose it's ok for me to come out in the clear here; I'm going to the neurologist for Tourette's. I have a vocal tic (a weird, annoying humming sound) and four facial tics (my right eyelid, my forehead, and each ear). The latter three facial tics are rather recent in development, but I've had the other two since 12 years old, and just thought of them as bad habits. Lol.
Other than that, I show symptoms of ADD, and I'm probably bipolar. Yippee. | |
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07-24-02
Hey, nobody's perfect 
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07-24-02
I havent been diagnosed with anything but I have a slight vocal slur quite a bit of the time and a stutter as well but the stutter isnt really bad. I also have a problem about eating around other people and eating generally but other than that I'm pretty normal. Oh yeah I tend to talk to myself but thats not exactly diagnosed or anything its just weird.
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07-24-02
Clinical depression, Ensomnia(spelling? ah who cares), and i was diagnosed with Schizofrenia(again spelling?) when i was little, but they just found out it was mood swing due to the depression, rats....
I hurt myself today,
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I focus on the pain,
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The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
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07-24-02
I've only been diagnosed with depression but I think that I'm also ADD. But that has only been happening since this past school year. good luck with the turetts syndrome stuff
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07-24-02
Oh, and I've had eating problems for several years; I gain weight rapidly (overeat) then lose weight rapidly (anorexia). Weight fluctuations of 15-30 pounds every few months.
My only real fear is schizophrenia; I'm not past risk (it's supposed to develop around 21 years old). | |
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07-25-02
hm... i havent seeked professional help but i dunno i honestly think theres another me... either that or i just have the worlds worst mood swings. oh and a type of " invisible depression" theres nothing really causing it.. then i get all shitty and set out to make the rest of my life fucked
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07-25-02
I've never gotten a full diagnosis either, there's a five year waiting list for urgent cases here. But I have, though heritage, nerveproblems and extreme moodswings, and uncanny habit of blocking out about 90% of my past.
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07-25-02
I don't have emotions if that counts?
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07-26-02
i have a wierd case of clostraphobia, its not being in small spaces, its being confined to any size space with no way out. i m not aloud to be grounded. because the i have barriers, and i freak out, but if i just sit around and dont give a fuck then im fine.
i have now a small case of depression, not eough to bother me, but omsetimes my shrink tells me i neeed to cheer up. ive been pretty cheery lately. cant say why. sorry.........
use to cut for pleasure, commited suicide. suceeded in that, but came back to life. it sucks. that was the real kicker, that was what showed me there is no god, nor heaven. i saw nothing. not a fucking thing. the arsynians say that by dieing and coming back to a normal flow of life and energy, u gain magickal powers that no one else has, but they wont appear till ur late or early 20's because thats when ur body stops changing and u can acctually obsorb things withought getting rid of them.
i like that idea
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07-27-02
You mean you stopped breathing, heart beating, etc., and were brought back, or are you shitting us?
(and btw, not to attack your "accomplishment," but I don't think you are completely "dead" until ALL brain activity ceases). | |
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07-27-02
I know someone who was dead like that for a short time. He has heart problems, and I think someone tripped over a cord during an operation (no joke).
I don't have anything. In many cases, I have a hard time digesting the fact that the pharmacuitical companies diseas-ify human nature...Paxil, Welbutrin, and the like. If you truely do have a problem, these medications are not the way to go and...
No, sorry, I'm not going to get into this rant. I just hate those companies...anyway...
Good luck.
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07-28-02
Agreed. I don't know if I would even take medication for schizophrenia if I had it.
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07-28-02
severe case of depression its horrible. i cut myself (well use to anyway, last night i made a promise that i wouldnt anymore) to try and stop the pain. it never works. i hide my tears from my friends because i dont want them to know.
I'm paranoid out the ass. i think that everything is a setup and everyone is out to hurt me. thats because everything I've ever attached myself to has, no exaggeration, i swear.
i cant be in a space if i know i cant get out. it doesnt even have to be small. if I'm in a room and the doors locked from the other side, I freak out. On the last day of school a friend locked me in a band instrument locker, and I had a fit.
I often work myself into breakdowns. I think about my past and what a horrible present it has caused and then I find myself crying in a corner, taking whatever sharp object I can find and slashing it across a new piece of unbroken flesh...
I dont trust easily, not at all.
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07-29-02
Quote: Originally posted by dark_duqualle
commited suicide. suceeded in that, but came back to life. it sucks. that was the real kicker, that was what showed me there is no god, nor heaven. i saw nothing. not a fucking thing | Near life experience huh?
What might you have done to end your life (If I may pry)I had an experience like that meself, Sitting here Diagnosed with Bi-polar Disorder (Fuck jsut having depression I'm Crazy too!)
Here's what I did to myself, O.D.'d on Herion woke up in a Hospital with burns on my chest (Di-fribulator paddles) *twitch* and now I'm left with a Fucked up heart and half dead liver, as well as even worse Down Moments.
But hey you only live twice!
So I guess I'm just as fucked up as anyone else.
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