I don't know where this should go, but I can't really think. But has anyone ever felt as if they're soul, heart, and essence has been ripped out of their body? And you're left with such a miserable feeling..you don't even know what the fuck to do? Haha...is it just me or lately has life been incredibly horrible..to you guys too? Just seems each time you finally feel better you feel like shit again...

Everyone here has a void of darkness in place of their souls.

It's a Goth's life... . .

I am actually in a wonderful mood lately... the past few days.

I've begun a relationship with a female I care deeply for... ok, you guys don't want this .

Anyhoo, my writer's block of four years is finally gone, I just got done with finals, new relationship... I'm finally happy for once.

guy problems?

Pretty much.

I know about that though... the bipolar life.

I really really trying to be happy and think optimistically...but sometimes it just doesn't work..hell alot of the time it just doesn't work...

ummm exuse me it has NOTHING to do with being goth!!! I have been through hell and back and I am not what you would consider "goth" well not in the way i dress any ways but my thinking can some times be pretty dark. but thats not the point....YOU dont HAVE to be goth to feel that way!!!!!!

It also has nothing to do with being Goth in that you don't have to feel like shit constantly in order to be Goth. I happen to feel very good lately. Life has its ups and downs for everyone. Just because Goths may seem to be brooding all of the time doesn't mean that they are.

And I find your apparrant offense at being called gothic in a round-about way amusing, Felony Queen.

OH I dont take offense to it I just think its kinda streotyping to say *its a goths life* I have plenty of friends who are truely goth. I go through or have been through the same shit they have and i do brood on it from time to time. but I just dont think its fair to say thats its cause your goth. because like you said you are in a good mood. some goths are not all depressed all the time and have bad things happen to them cause the lead a goth life. It may have not ment to be said that way but thats how it came a cross......Did any of that make since?