I would never kill myself but I often just hope that one day I will go to sleep and never wake up. I mean really have you ever wondered would anyone even care? Or even know what had happened? Would the people I love just go on as if I had never been there? Cause it sure seems like they don't need me.

Some days I do feel like I would never like to wake up but then I think that if I give in now I might miss what ( if anything) there is to come.

They wouldnt go on the same as ever but yeah eternal nap time....mmmm.

I often wonder.
But then I realize its not worth it.
If it makes you feel any better, I like having you around. You make interesting conversation, and your funny.
::tips hat::

Sometimes I think like that. Then I sit and think about my friends, never my family, just friends. oh yeah, yes my family. When I'm older and out of college, get an ACTUAL job, I can look back on my family, laugh my ass off cuz I didn't end up an abusive bottom feeder like the rest of them.
but, if you were to fall asleep and never wake up, you would never know if they missed you or not.

YOur DArk PRincess

-Dri-

you whether you think would cause a great change in the world. the lives of the ppl around you would change forever, my life has been filled with lose aftyer lose and all it does is build. dont make ppl like me even more emotionally unstable and have to fiond other means of freindship. its hard to talk to the dead and it takes alot of work. hate to have to do that to talk to you.

The would care but it would be too late by that time.

I used to think about killing myself, back about 6 years ago.
What kept me from doing it was that I would sit there with the bleach propped between my feet thinking "today was the worst day of my life. I hate myself, and I hate my life. but tomorrow has to be little better, cause it can't be any worse. so if tomorrow gets worse I'll get it over with." and maybe the next day would be a little better, or maybe it wouldn't.
but there was always the hope of something going right the next day.
gradually I learned that people would notice if I was gone, and people would care, and not just my family, but that I had more friends than I had thought. and I realized that I would miss even the people I smiled and nodded at in classes, or in the halls, if they dissapeared the next day.
So in other words don't do it.
People will miss you more that you can imagine

well, i would love to die, i tried to killmyself atleast 4 times and i still regret it not working. you all say you would live for your family and friends, i have no "real" friends and my family hates me, im just wasting their time as my mom says it. so when you have nothing to die for then why live? in my case, i should just dye. theres nothing holding ba back, only people pushing me away. any advice for me...?

Yes, but before I give you an advice tell me, why have you chosen the name Dark Lover under your nickname?

lol. i dont know, have any better ideas?

Well, i suggest you find that love you seek and become a reak dark lover. Get a new meaning to your life.

hmmm......how am i suppose to go and find a meaning to my life, personally, my life feels pointless, a waste of time, and a waste of person.

Have you ever been in a situation that you where too happy and then suddently you got sad? The opposite happens more often.

ok....... i dont get ur point?....explain...

Yes...when you are you saying that you have no point, it's like waiting for something to happen into your life, but that thing won't happen because it seems to me that you are pushing yourself into thinking you are living a pointless life, while all you have to do is think possitive.

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ha! isnt that cool, it says: I luv u

woopsy no it doesnt never mind........scratch that

EDGE: i really appreciate you helpin me but it is so incredibly hard for me to think positive, i mean i guess i could try, but damn its hard