why? so other people, too, can experience my father on his soap box. the mans a fucking nut. i love him, i truly do. and somewhat respect him, but i swear, he has no idea what the hell he's talking about. i just asked him if he heard about the preacher who nearly beat that kid to death, and he went on for about 15min about how the davil made him do it.

it was hilarious. my lip is bleeding because i was biting it so hard so i wouldn't laugh. first he said that anytime someone does something wrong, it's because the devil is in their brain. then went on to saying how everybody is gonna burn in hell, then something about god or the devil giving you and dollar, killing you, takeing the dollar and giving it to someone else then doing it to them, i'm not sure, i zoned out around there. and the last 5 min was hard to follow because he was speaking english and creol interchangably(?) so i had no idea what the hell he was saying. and he continued to talk as he walked out the door.

that's why i need to record what he says so other people can experience my fathers speachs(sp?). see, after listening to him blather on for awhile, my mind can't work right now. dammit.

he also said something about how "faggots" are bad.

so should i wait till i move out to tell him i'm a bisexual pagan? or just ease him into it now?

best to leave him in ignorance methinks.

I wouldn't do it while you live there, that's for sure. Discretion is the better part of valor (or SOME shit like that anyway) don't give him reason to attack you.

he always attacks me anyway. at least this way, i would know why. sometimes i wish he would just hit me. cause sometimes physical is better than verbal abuse.

um well i dont know your dad but i think you shud tell him. he should be able to accept who you are and if he doesnt want to then its his own fault and he'll lose his son/daughter for it. also you shudnt have to live in the shadow of what he belives in. he shud respect your wishes and beliefs also and if not then he's a hypocrite to expect you to respect what he believes in!