i sit sometimes and think my life is usless, if i died there would be a huge party just because everyone would be happy that im gone, nobody would even miss me i think i should just let myself go and do everyone a favor why is it nothing goes my way for the 16 year i have been alive i think i should just let myself loose.........

nah, no point in that. we all go through this.
there are alot of people like you on these boards, maybe here you might find some solace.

This too shall pass..
be patient(yes, i know it sux) and you will see that everything will once again become it's strange norm..

And like Syb said, there are a lot of ppl with similar situations here.. Some worse, some better, some the same..
Look through the pages of this forum and you might find a thread stating just what you have..

OH, and for the record, i wouldn't be at your 'death party' your too young to have one..

Thats true

Dont give the fuckers the satisfaction !

Go crazy for a while..see what happens. Think about it. Don't die.

Smoke some weed.

You know you're going through that teenage typical suicidal stage and yes i do know because i recently got out of it. It's a real shame when people do commit suicide so young because really you figure out that people who make you unhappy aren't worth a shit and there are people who can show you a whole new world out there, and that world...is beautiful. When you realize that there is a better world, and a better place than what you see....you start living to be there...and stop being cynical about where you are now but optimistic about where you'll be and though you'll have down times you'll know it's not forever, and I'm speaking from experience. So just hang on THERE IS light and i'm not being cliche.

i get that and all but its just sometime i feel like my head is goin to explode cause of all these people that piss me off its like a bomb when the timer hits ZERO it explodes sometime thats how i feel about things ..........i guess thats just because of everyone of these goddamned preps get on my fuckin NERVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*cutcutcutcut*

Whew..... yeah, I hate your life too. Thanks for making me read about it.

If I had a nickel for every teenager that comes here and claims to hate preps, I'd have approximately 15,000 nickels. Underneath all that A&F and hemp, they're just like you. Try turning that uninformed hatred into something useful.

hey, i dont hate preps... i just want to fuck their women and steal their cars and riches... so give me my nickel back...

most here are right about it being a teenager stage, i found some of my old, old poetry...even i had suicidal thoughts...at least ten years ago...

figure out what makes you happy, and engage in it...i spent a lot of time at home in my room writing poetry apparantly. I guess i blocked that out...

get other interests outside of school, but not guns...there have been too many news stories about that...take up hiking, writing, heck fishing is a nice way to spend a day. High school isn't forever, just four years.

i don't suggest stealing either...

*tosses rogue a nickel*

now be good!

not all teenagers contemplate suicide.

Only preppy teenagers don't want to kill themselves..... because they're STUPID. *cut*

stupid, or got better things to do than mope around and look for attention? *cut*

NEVAH! *takes nickel and invests it in silver*

listen your life isn't useless. you are talking as if you got it really bad in your life. come on how bad can it be? if you think that your life is useless take a look at other people that have it way worse then you do. if you don't like how your life is going. then try and do something that could make it more fun and excitting. so stop talking out of your ass and do something about it that can turn your life around.

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