Is it healthy to crave depression? To feel like it's a pleasing state to be in...?

Healthy? Probably not. Normal? I think so. I have been depressed for far too long, for reasons beyond my control. But I do crave chaos. I can't imagine a "normal" life, with a "normal" girl. How boring. Sometimes extreme emotions, such as depression, make us feel alive, even if it is in a somewhat negative way. Sometimes, when the world becomes overwhelming, depression helps pull you into yourself, and that is often a safer place to be...

Then there's always clinical depression. YAY!

I REALLY want to be depressed right now... damn mania.

I got dumped, I want to cry, I want to smack something, I'm horny (yes, those WERE my thoughts, in that order).

Yeah because depression (for me) is a relitivly non emotional state which I`d rather have over pain most times even though its healthlier to feel things like that.

Sounds like you do what I do most of the time.. When I get depressed, I go into what some of my friends call "Moridin Mode"(If you really want an explanation of the term, ask, but otherwise I'm not gonna bore people with it). Basically I just shut down all my emotions, I don't allow myself to feel anything.

Problem is, it stacks up after a while, and sooner or later I break down.

Same here for the most part.Cant repress the emotions for long, shouldnt do really.Makes things harder in the end but thats life.

I want to fucking repress these emotions...

I usually succeed... but the one year+ of not crying it about to come out. I just hope it's when I'm in private.


Yes, I get depressed for at least 3-5 months yearly. Emotionless.

Be careful what you ask for huh? I just found out I failed my exam exam (to graduate from highschool) by one fucking question.

What I'm feeling goes beyond depression.
Try failure.

After much stress and much pain, I am back. I am better. I am so in love. I had to share :}
Yay.

healthy? doctors would say no stamp "INSANE" on your forhead lock you in a metal ward with padded walls and give you a shot in the arse! but me? i say its ok every once in a while but not all the time. cause then u shut off the world too much and get stuck.