umm okay so here's the thing.
I like 2 guys at the same time *cries*
I'm going out with one of them but the other keeps crossing my mind and i can't take it no more i feel *not* loyal.
The thing is me and the other guy were pretty close to going out together but we didn't because of a stupid misunderstanding that wasn't cleared out till i after i started dating my bf, it turned out i had thought he didn't like me [thanks to my non existent self-confidence] and so did he.
So it just feels like there's a part of my life that is missing. I really like the guy and I really like my bf *gasps*
My bf is so sweet and understanding and he even told me that he can't make me love him and that i had the future of our relation in my hands and that he wouldn't mind us being just friends as long as he's near me *cries again*
But even after he said that i couldn't make up my mind and was just too afraid of hurting him. I got no guts to take any decision whatsoever and i can't go on thinking about the other guy when i'm with one of them.
What should i do?

if it's become an issue in your current relationship, explain it to him, take some time for yourself(not to go and see if it'll work with you and the other guy, but literally to youreself) and figure out what you're feeling for who, why you're feeling it and then once you've taken a bit of time to view the situation from a detached "free" position, decide who would make you happier...if you're young you'll probably come up with this scenario numerous times, just think before you act and that will prevent any bad situations arising...there will be hurt feelings some where, but make sure it's what you truly want before you do take steps to hurt feelings.

umm otay so i'm 18 and in lebanon and thank you guys..
and how do you do the scrolling thingy in your sig? *hides*

Open relationship! I'm currently in one so it works for some (two years nearly now) be honest with your b/f he sounds sensitive enough to take it, just say you're to young to make a solid attatchment to just one person but if he doesn't mind you both playing the field while still forming a bond that will sustain you then go for it.

i kinda tried to talk to him about this in a joking sort of way but he didn't seem to like it

A large portion of guys out there won't go for open relationships. In many mens' minds, if the woman isn't willing to be dedicated only to him, then why should he even be with her? For that matter, why is she even with him?

From your comment about your non-existent self confidence: Like it or not, you will be subconsciously drawn to anyone who likes you and is attracted to you. It's one of the things that go pretty much hand-in-hand with low self confidence.

Also, your current boyfriend says he'd be happy being your friend as long as he could be near you... Yeah, a lot of guys will say it, and some of them even mean it when they say it, but the truth of the matter is, he'll still be hurt if you broke up with him, even if he doesn't show it.

My suggestion would be to stay with your current boyfriend for right now and get plenty of rest and food so you'll be thinking soundly, and just really think long and hard about everything before you do anything.

hmm food is a good idea *runs to the kitchen*
thank you