I've gotten so old in the last 5 years, but I'm still a tadpole compared to you!

he is probably sleepin.... I wake up every morning at about 5:30 cuz the better half goes to work about than.... she gets pissy if I sleep when she has to go so i get up and play CoH for a few hours before work unless they are down than I am here....

I couldn't follow ANY of that...

back... suprized my dad still has not come on to look at this...

lol i'm listening to animaniacs in the sirious desussions forum.. lol

i wonder if my dad will replie or not... hmmm...... lol

DAD when are you going to post??? i want to hear your explanation on the dream. =( plz?

I Told you i had to work all weekend!!!

Geeze, take a couple of days off from the computer and look what happens...

Why would i be mad??
Curious as to why you didn't tell me in person. But meh. no biggy..
Your dream is one i have to think on Child-of-mine.... As i Do know you very well, and i have to pull myself back to see the true picture... My opinion is biased when it comes to you always...


Of course i do you silly woman
Actually, i don't mind the help on this one.. As i said.. I'm biased when it comes to my son..

But sometimes he is your average preteen, and other times he's more like your age!!

So i will ponder this one as i goto work(again) on just 5 hours sleep. DAMN daylight savings time!!!!!

Oh, and just so you all know.. Some of the posts in this thread will be deleted for total non-relevance to the price of tea in istambul and such.. As soon as i get some time off from work, and reset my sleep patter so i can work an overnight shift.

Ima take your advice...Just cuz i dont wanna miss out if he has changed and if he hasnt well...I'm going be hurt yeah but i guess theres nothing left for me to do other then just get myself away from it. Thank you for reading and giving me your advice hun!

i have alot of agression going on. i know about the things which have been upsetting me. the things which have upset me it will never leave. it will remain there like a scar.. like i'll forgive and forget about it when it would come to people.. but it will always stay there and never go away.

my body can't take so much of this agression anymore. because its starting to add pressure onto my heart. i have a bad heart all ready. so i want to know how i can get rid of this agression. i'm so angry i'm like a time bom just waiting for someone or anyone to fuck up on me. that once when i can't take anymore of someone's shit that i'll explode...


i want to make my self feel happier.

I understand that there might be pain(if he hasn't changed). But it is the easiest way that i know of to find out before he's released.
I, for your sake, hope he has and that everything works out in a good way..
But if not... May your pain be short lived now, than long lived later..

Simplest answer to you is a quote that i Try to follow...

Hope for the best, expect the worst, take what comes,and you'll never be dissapointed..

(if anyone wants, i'll gladly explain the philosophy)

all right i'll try and go for that.

well i am curious about the philosophy part. but only if it isn't too much trouble for you.

Never a problem.. the only problem is catching me online!!

Hope for the best: This is what you should do, hope everything turns out in the best possible manner.

Expect the worst: If you are expexting the worst, what worse can happen to you in any situation?

Take what comes: If you are doing the above, everything else falls somewhere inbetween. And in falling above the worst, you cannot be depressed about it. you were expecting worse weren't you?
And if it meets your hopes... Self expanitory...

And that itself explains the non-dissapointment

simple, yet grand in application. Simply think of the best and worst outcomes in any situation as they occur.






(And for this i went to Harvard!!)

My age? I'm 54, I highly doubt he pines for a pipe and slippers

here's one for ya uncle tiggs...

credit versus florida sucking...

as i've made it clear how...unappetizing for a lifestyle we were accostomed to, florida has become, and embarked on massive plans to move back to the glorious country that is montana...we had it pointed out, that if we did move, we'd lose any credit rating we had because of an "instability" rating, i guess it's not worse than no credit, but still worse than bad credit...we've already heard of a gentleman known personally by the family that has lost thousands of dollars in credit because of this, bastard technicality...

so, what i'm asking you o wise one, beyond my years...would it be better to say the hell with credit, go to montana and live our lifes as creditless but happy, drugs easily accessable hedonists...or attempt another, three years in this shitty state, using friendfinder.com, and cheap, hick like bars in hopes of achieving some, social entertainments?

and babysitters are still a bitch to come by...*sniffles*

*notes drugs are a personal choice, and have nothing to do with my lord.

Help me get over to where you are when I have vacation time and I'll provide you with days of entertainment.

I'd have to say give it 6 months or a year with the friendfinder and if it's still shit then move.
Imagine how pissed off you'd be if when it came to moving in 3 years you couldn't afford Montana, or if you died during the move and you'd spent your last 3 years in shitty Florida.