| all alone and confused -
07-19-02
ok hi a few weeks ago me and my boyfriend broke up and it was all good until a few days ago i was talking to him on line and asked how he was all he said was "meh" then left i tryed talking to him later on that night and the next day but not sucedding. Ive felt like crap ever since coz i didnt no what i had done or said to piss him off so much then i was talking to my other friend last night and he told me that his friend had died two years ago and he was guttard about that and that is why he wasnt talking to anyone. the thing is i feel so bad coz i think i fucked everything up between us.
My friend who i normaly talk to about things and get advise from has moved away for a cause for 18weeks and ive got no was of tlaking to him or anything so ive got noone to tlak to and give me advise about anything. to make it worse the drugs they just put me on are making me feel like shit and i cant stand it plz help |