for the people who talk to me on here. i just want to know if there is anything wrong with my personallity? i know that i'm "too nice" while people like other people who are a little bit of a badass. such as a layed back asshole. where they are a nice asshole and not too much of an asshole. but i can't be an asshole. i feel bad if i were to slip into that mood and become an asshole. an asshole isn't my personallity and it's not my thing. but people become rather annoyed with my personallity on being too nice. who wants to hang out with somebody that is mean? i know that i sure as hell wouldn't and don't. besides if i get nasty people in my life and i have been and they make me feel bad and treat me like shit and i can never be happy around them. i get rid of those type of people and when i do i feel loads of better. because i don't feel so miserable. i mean having bitchiness in my life from people is what i'm tired of.... if i get more people like that they are going to be gone. so is there anything wrong with my personallity or is it just the people i hang out with in general that have a problem? because i think it's me.

the only time i can be an asshole is when i get hurt.

Hey, everyone needs an asshole

but how do you become one without feeling guilty about it?

but hey i realized that there is nothing wrong with me. i'm perfectly A-ok. everything about me is fine and wonderfull!! it isn't me and it's them who have the problem. at least that is what i have been seriously thinking about. i'm happy that i've thought about it. i feel good for a change.

as you've discovered.. It's not you... glad to see that you finally realized it!!

yep and that took me a long ass time!

i seriously thought it was me these whole intire 24 years of my life. but really it's not me at all. as cass told me if it were to be me then i'd know that i've done something with these people. but it's true it's them who have the problem. if they don't want to hang out with me it's not because of me it's because of them. they have there own insecurities going on at the time when they have met me.. so i'm going to stop blaming myself.

yeah, something like that. if you're not comfortable being yourself and you feel presured to be something else, you'll fail miserably, AND THEN YOU WILL BE IN A WORLD OF SHIT!

EXACTLY DUDE!! but i love being me. if i were to change something. i would have to do it for myself. nobody can help me but me.
that is what i need to start doing as a matter of fact. *nods head*

that would be being depressed.

yeah....if someone doesnt like you, fuck 'em. unless you owe them something like your mother or your father, you're not glued to them and you dont have to interact with them; or if you work with them but that's something totally different.