that ment i'll end up not wanting to do it.

oh like a rain check?

ern yeah something like that.

i feel like shit.


not sick. i just feel bad.
i feel low.
i feel pathetic.
fuck this.

I'm in such a shitty shitty mood and pretty much just havin a break down..

you and me both. i feel like ripping shit apart.

I'm feelin' ya......defiantly.

well Jim Beam is in the freezer, coke is in the fridge, and im steppin out to get ice and cups. ill be feeling good soon.

Tired. Tired from two days of intensive motorcycle training.

I'm feelin' good...It's amazin' what muscle relaxers can do! Oh oh...and i'm horny.

When are you ever not?


No, wait... I remember this one time...


Feeling another night of no sleep coming on...



...nothing new there then.

Apprehensive. Doctors appointment today, I may need a new liver.

id give ya mine....but im sorta using it. i would if i could tho cos youre a damn cool guy.

im feeling extremely tired but unable to sleep.

i'm feeling as though i have a question. not a very serious question. but a question nonetheless. away from the question i still feel good

im feelin happy

and tranquil.

nervous.. I have to, in the next few days, deal with ORS to fix their mistakes.. When i can get them to realise that what they are doing is a mistake.. And then with a different division of the state pertaining to the same thing!!

Rather well fed and relieved that I don't need a new liver. I'm also rather miffed that an 8 week booze ban has been imposed on me. Oh well, musn't grumble.

i'm feeling pretty good actually. nothing is bothering me at the moment. but i have some stuff on my mind which i don't even understand about quite yet. as to why something is happening the way it is. you know that kind of stuff. then i'm wondering if i have the power to actually do something and prove people wrong about me. i'm pretty sure that i could. but i'm not going to talk about what i'm doing though. because it would get ruiend is why... i just handle stuff the way i want to handle them. i'm trying to exert and go after something.

im kinda horny.