Annoyed. I can't seem to get anyone to go anywhere irl with me. And no one invites me to anything ever...in fact, the last time I managed to rope someone into doing anything publicly with me was October 2005 (and they want nothing to do with me ever since lol). What's up with that?

i totally forgotten where i was and what i was doing just now.
*giggles and chuckles to myself* you know what? nevermind.....

Either you're very embarassing to be around for some reason or everyone else is too busy with their own lives. Find out which, and fix yourself or learn to do without others' company (solitude is very gothy =-).

I felt very attractive today. My newly dark hair & some new makeup techniques have given me a much more dramatic look than what I had. I've been working out like a madwoman too, so I feel great. One bad hair day or one missed workout, and I'll probably want to hurt myself though.

Fuggin awesome, I just did a picture of me, if I were black :]

getting ready to move- but chillin' first.

Maybe it's the fact that I'm a raging alcoholic/drug abuser, mentally unbalanced, and a bit of a trouble-maker. *shrugs* Oh well lol.

halfway strong and halfway weak all at once. i know i have another feeling that can make me push through it all and still be at the top and above those two feelings.

i already know that something isn't going to work out. i don't care what anybody else has to say. but it's what i feel from the inside of myself. as well as how i feel that it's also a waste of time and it's going to be nothing but a major headache for me.

a little better since i dont have to sleep on the couch any more still feel bad for what i did though

silly, giddy, and a little bit sad about something else on the side.... but at least my silly and giddy side counts more from that one something i'm being sad about.

we'e in Santa Fe, nm. Looking for a place -yay

i feel venting and fucking pissy.

i feel a lot better now from how i didn't up above. *giggles*

I feel calm....and relaxed

i'm the same way. well today was nice and smooth..

man i feel as though i have caught myself a cold. i knew from this one lady being sick that i was gonna get what she got. though she didn't do it on purpose and she was covering her mouth as best as she can while trying to caugh. she also had real bad allergies and asthma bothering her to. hopefull tomorrow isn't easter sunday.....because in this case i should rest.

...I wasn't joking

Well, don't bitch if you know the problem and are unwilling to fix it.

I feel very sleepy, and I am wondering how to motivate my group of volunteers.

White rabies= Attention seeker/ attention whore.