skip the whole first impression bullshit. get down to the real business. start playing the cards that way. lets see what you get instead. ok that means i'm still a little mad here.
skip the whole first impression bullshit. get down to the real business. start playing the cards that way. lets see what you get instead. ok that means i'm still a little mad here.
i'm laughing at my own self right now. i look cute when i'm mad...
wow i can't believe it. well maybe i can believe it. as i have notice a couple of things...man that was a major burn upon a third degree burn.. oh well but at least it was a good burn though. but a kind of burn which feels as though someone has stabbed you with a knife and twisted it with blood gushing out of it...kind of a burn...but i'll take that as a cool rejection!
though i am above them. which is why i am able to take that rejection so wonderfully. i know how i have a lot of possibilities and how i can do them if i wanted to. the word if has the power to open up a lot of doors for me. it's up to me to do it or not to do it. though i would have to know what i want apart from what i don't want. to really know if i want that something.
i feel the need to take all of which that is negative. to put inside of a basket and add a lot of balloons on it and watch all of the negative crap float away. until it's out of my site. or put it in the fireplace and burn them... to bad all of this negative stuff isn't in material things. but it's inside of myself. i would basically have to do something different instead.
P66, I don't know what to say more than I hope your situation will change soon. When are you moving?
I chose to feel self-confident today- I dyed my hair on top of a very bad Great Clips haircut from very light brown to so brown it's almost black, and I enjoyed getting away with changing my look so dramatically.
i don't think i did the right thing. oh well as soon as i talk to tiggs about it. i'll see if he can see that i've done something bad or not or if it's a possibility that i can go back and get them.
I woke up in the middle of the night convinced I had contracted schizophrenia and needed to begin therapy, but when I woke up again in the morning I felt normal.
I had a bit of a scare when one of my church ministers called me, concerned I'd let something I mentioned over in the Religion section affect my beliefs. I get really insecure when people express serious concern about me.