Did I tell you to piss off- no.

I feel careless- because I can.

You take far too many things to heart- and then you wonder why you feel so terrible or depressed.

no i didn't. all i was doing was asking why you feel careless. if you feel as though it's not my place to know. all i said was you can tell me to piss off. i didn't take anything at heart. you looked at it wrong.

I won't tell you to piss off- because I'm not like that exactly.

has a smile.

i feel all right tonight. but it feels as though everything is going by rather slowly. which really isn't bothering me anyway. can't decide if i want to play my guitar or not.

feeling fine. tired but fine.

I'm done.

Feeling drained, lost of motivation, tired and yet restless, longing and looking yet not knowing what for...




...still feeling detatched.

i feel as though i can't think straight. from knowing what to believe and what is not to believe. my mind is having confusion. if my mind doesn't know then i don't know. what if everything and anything isn't ment to have belief? that anything and everything is more like a mirage. yes things are existable. but you shouldn't have belief because it's a mirage. it's the same way when you touch something and it's fun for a couple of days and then it turns to shit. the only thing is real and that you should have belief in are emotions and pain. those things are real. those things are ment to have belief. those things aren't a mirage. because it's real. something that is real is something that is ment for a belief. hell i always believed that you can smell, taste, touch, and hear something... those things are real and that is something that you should have belief in. but if it's anything beyond that... what is there to believe in and from people? but not all people are bad though. i need to keep that as a reminder.

headachy and lightheaded

Alil tipsy...seeing alil bllurry. But its nice. But i'm sad cuz he is a dick. And whatever. I dunno why i put myself through it when i know the ending...now i'm worried u can smeell the beer.

yesterday i didn't feel like eatting food. but i got myself to eat something. today i'm starting to feel that way again. i think i'm going to pass on the food and not eat and maybe become like that for the rest of the week. depending on what i'm feeling and what my mood is.

annoyed

i'm feeling serious. while i feel totally fucking frisky. serious and frisky.... RWAR baby!

depressed.

feeling slightly angered... not sure why... but then again there is this tinge of happiness...

i have a very upset stomach. aside from the stomach. i feel seriously ok. but i'm quite the quirky one. very very quirky.