Not lately. I've been drawing though. And I keep a diary.
Even if you don't feel like talking you should at least respond to a hello. Otherwise they will think A. you're a bitch or B. they've done something to upset you. I know I'd be pretty sad if someone wouldn't even say hello to me.

You gave pretty good advice for yourself, so I guess you know what to do.

Do you normally cook dinner?

you are correct with that input. when you told me how if they don't answer or do anything they will start to think about those things. cause when i was in that position. that is what i'll think when that is happening to me. i know that i didn't handle it the correct way. well it's also hard when you are tired. yes that i did give myself some good adive. i pretty much give myself advice like that from time to time. though there are time's when i can't do and i just need to hear somebodies else give me advice.

i don't know how to really cook. i know that if i really want to. i can be able to get myself to learn how to cook. i guess i have to have an interest for it.

hehe. ok i guess i'll ask this one..

what do you like about me and i am wondering if i have taught you things and what have they been?

I like how you are open with yourself and you use this whole forum a bit like a diary. If I want to figure you out I would have to read all the posts written on here. But I don't, I just read the ones you happen to post in the threads I read. But it's nice to see a picture of you shining through.

What is your 5 year goal? ie. what things should you have done in the next 5 years? If you don't already know, set some. Easy goals are fine too.

I also tend to give out good advice but hardly every follow my own...

thank you dear. that made me smile. haha no way you don't have to look at all of my post. just look at the ones you want to look at. that one's that interest you. i hope you are not talking about my avatar though. it's a picture of linda blair. i'm sure you know who she is. she is that girl who was in the exorcist. but i do have a picture of myself in the girls revisited picture thread. start from looking back at the end on up until you see me.


i am the kind of girl who doesn't go with this whole goal scenario. i can get by in life without having to set goals for myself. i don't see these things as goals. i see it as whatever will happen will happen and i'll go along with it and if not i can change that into something i want. or if i want to do something i'll do it. it's cause if i were to set goals i won't be true to them and i will not fallow them. i would also feel rather lazy and not care about them. that way i would never feel upset about myself for not having to try and go with those goal things...i like things to come at me or i'll come at it. i don't want to look up to something in order to have me to do it. goal doesn't fit me.

what would you do if an alien were to blow up the earth?

I wouldn't believe it, so not too much.

Do you keep a diary?

no not anymore. i don't really keep up with them.


um... hmm..trying to think of a question to ask.

have you ever done any spiritual games and what were they and did anything happen?

Do you mean séances? We used to play with ouija boards a lot in high school. In fact we got in trouble and I think that was the only after school detention I ever got in my life. That's what happens when you bring a ouija board to a catholic school! Answer to your question. Yes things happened. Do I truley believe that it WASN'T one of us pushing or thinking out loud? No.

How many religions have you "been" in your life?

I've been through many spiritual transitions, some of which had religions involved, so I will guesstimate about...eight or more, though as far as saying "I am a ___________", that would only be about three of them. I don't really like labels of that sort much anymore.

Have you ever seen more than one shooting star in one night?

Yes! I actually got to watch a meteor storm...surprised you missed it! You Must always look to the skies and ask when and where to look for things from the experts online...i'm not an expert butt i do remember the shower...da discovery channel usually tells you alot of things to check out...oh oh boy now i get to ask a question...

Who knows what Qigong is? Shouldn't we start teaching our children Qigong in school? Who Believes American Eduaction Perpetuates Ignorance?

I know...dats three questions...answer all of em!!!

I don't know... Sure, I guess... and Yes. Abosofuckinglutely.


What's your favorite candy, the candy you cannot live without?

You're asking the wrong person. I don't resemble a sweet tooth at all.


Have you cheated on someone?

no. Does the way you dress affect how you feel?

Often. When I am in a shit mood I wear my hottest clothes so I feel good in next to no time. I'm just not a daggy tracksuit kind of girl...

What are you wearing on your feet?

Nothing.
Why is there no war on atmospheric warming?

My theory is that there are too many people invested in today materially to care about anyone else or the rest of the world, as in "Who cares that the landfills could be overflowing with plastic in x amount of years, because I won't be around by then, and this Styrofoam cup I get every day at the coffee place is much more convenient than making my own and bringing in a reusable container..." I'm not a saint in this respect by any stretch of the imagination, though I do think about it and make little choices when I can. I think I gave also has to do with people not recycling, or people littering, still driving gas-guzzling cars, polluting the water and air, etc.

Where's Waldo?

i don't know. i think the last time i found him. he was in tokyo.

do you kill insects?

I normally leave them. Even mosquitos. But I killed a cockroach the other day. But that's because I wouldn't feel happy with just taking him outside because I know he would find his way back in again. They're gross.

Are you lucky in life?

Yup.

do you like purple or yellow better?

Yellow. it more alarming.

How do you get five pounds of meat out of a fly?