I am doing well.

Although, at the moment, I am awake and cannot seem to fall back asleep.

All this talk of food is making me hungry. But I must abstain. I will try sleeping soon.

...light blue ribbons weave
a blanket
above candy cotton clouds

silk petal flowers
wave with the wind

long lashes of grass
wash my ankles
in early morning dew

the caress of dawn
blinding light
inevitably
I must

relinquish my world of the night.


Aye, I could not help it. The images came to mind.
I would love to walk among a wide meadow of wildflowers on a warm breezy day. I think it would be very soothing.

Wow she lives

for very short bursts it would seem

hello lady L. i'll call you that for short. i hope you don't mind.

Yes, I live ...for bits of time.

Yes Kendra, you may call me Lady L. I do not mind.

Speaking of time, I am trying to reorganize my schedule.
Lately, I have not had much time invested in going to the gym. Too much time spent doing chores and errands.
Somewhere in here I should be able to put in at least another day...so that I will have made it to the gym twice a week.
Plus, I barely have a bit of 'me time' in there.
Sewing class will not fall off my schedule until December and dance class is a monthly renewal...this one ending at the beginning of November.

There is just not enough time to do all of what I want to do.

I just woke up not too long ago from a dream. In the dream, I was on top of a double bunk bed (I think that is what you call it) and 2 skeletons were trying to climb up and get me. I would pull or kick their bony hands off the edge and their bones would fall apart and land on the floor. They would regroup and try climbing back up.
The weird part...I was miffed that someone had called me from the next room to get off the bed and stop 'fooling around' with the skeletons...I was actually having fun trying to keep them at bay.
Weird dream...my dreams are usually much more frightening than that.

Last year I did nothing special for Halloween...only because I was going along with the wishes of the guy who was my boyfriend at the time...He did not celebrate Halloween.
I like celebrating Halloween in some way or another.
I am still not sure what I am going to do for Halloween this year...something small and simple maybe.

What tricks or treats are you guys doing for Halloween?

wow that was a weird dream. but it was rather interesting. all at the sametime. but hey think of it this way. even though you don't have time to make it to the gym. that with all of the chores and errands you have to do. pretend that what you are doing is the gym. cause you are still having to move around and do things. it's still working out and either way your still having to burn off those calories. now thank yourself for not being a couch potato. cause that wouldn't be known as having to work out at the gym. cause that is doing nothing.

but once when you get yourself settled. you will find the time for you to have that kind of time to yourself. so don't worry and you are getting there. it's just taking time for you is all.

for halloween i'm not doing anything and i never dress up for halloween either. well our block is seriously fucking BORING! nothing but old people. so of course everyone around my block... locks their houses up and turns off all the lights... that our block is just completely black looking.. plus most of them go out to somebodies house and go to their party. we don't have a hudge group of kids that will walk around asking for candy. cause they are either at school or at church... so that is having to take the fun out of everything... which is why i am the way i am on every single halloween. i just stay home and watch horror films on television. but even that is starting to suck. they don't show good horror fiilms.

i seriously don't have any friends in person at ALL. well they were the bad one's.. the druggy type.. i didn't want to be around that and so i left and now it's just me. but hey i know i made the right decision and i was happy when i left them to.. the only kind of friend i have are the one's on darkforum and that is it is better than nothing.

well take care of yourself Lady_L.

I don't like scary things.

Bloooghyayyahahah!!!!

That's not scary.

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Originally Posted by Kendra wow that was a weird dream. but it was rather interesting. all at the sametime. but hey think of it this way. even though you don't have time to make it to the gym. that with all of the chores and errands you have to do. pretend that what you are doing is the gym. cause you are still having to move around and do things. it's still working out and either way your still having to burn off those calories. now thank yourself for not being a couch potato. cause that wouldn't be known as having to work out at the gym. cause that is doing nothing.

Thank you, that is a good way of looking at it...chores do take up some of the calories.

That does not sound so boring. To watch horror films on television. I was thinking of watching Final Destination 1 & 2 that night and have a pizza party by myself.

It is good for you to have friends here.

You take care too.

I have decided. I will have a pizza party for one and scary movies on Halloween.

Aye, maybe since I do have a bit of personal time today I will paint my fingernails and toenails a mauvish pink. I have not painted them in at least a month.

I has been raining all day. A nice day for drinking tea and reading a book.

sounds like fun. well the halloween part at least

It will be scary fun. I am the type that covers her eyes when the scary gory scenes come up. So I will have my eyes covered half the time the movie is on.

I used to only watch scary movies with my sister...because she likes scary movies. Unlike me, she is brave. She will not cover her eyes during the movie. It was kind of funny how I would try to hide my head behind her shoulder so I would not see the gory parts.

Aye, I only went into the store this morning to buy a pair of simple gold ball earrings.

Of course, I come out ot the store with the earrings and parfum that I could not resist. The smell is so delicious on me I almost started to lick it off my skin. I could not help smelling it every few minutes.
It is the new estee lauder blue. Yum!

Speaking of fragrances. I usually wear 2 to 3 fragrances at once on different parts of my body. I try not to wear it too strong so that I do not make anyone nauseous. I like the floral and powder smells and occassionally a bit of citrus.

I have been watching Horror movies since Iwas 9 and have yet to shy away from one of them. Though when I was 5 I was told King Kong gave me nightmares. The first really horror movie I watched was The Shining and well i have never looked back. To me I love the older horror movies over the new ones. There will never be actors today that are better then Bela Lugosi, Boris Karlof, Lou Chaney, Lou Chaney jr, Vincet Price... To be honest you do not need gore to create a horror movie, as some of the older ones if you watche them and allow yourself to get into them can be just as horrific or more so then the ones today. I recently watched White Zombie and found it to be pretty good for t it's age. If you are looking for a horror movie that does not contain gore I am sure I can give you a few that I can watch over and over.

of course it does. cause you have to lift things, push things, and move around constantly. so i'm glad i gave you a way to look at it hehe.


well you are right it's not so boring. it just only depends on what kind of horror film they are going to show. some of them suck and some of them are pretty much ok. i've been watching horror films since i was at the age of 4.. so you pretty much have yourself all set up. have fun with that pizza party


thank you sweety.

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Originally Posted by Crypt I have been watching Horror movies since Iwas 9 and have yet to shy away from one of them. Though when I was 5 I was told King Kong gave me nightmares. The first really horror movie I watched was The Shining and well i have never looked back. To me I love the older horror movies over the new ones. There will never be actors today that are better then Bela Lugosi, Boris Karlof, Lou Chaney, Lou Chaney jr, Vincet Price... To be honest you do not need gore to create a horror movie, as some of the older ones if you watche them and allow yourself to get into them can be just as horrific or more so then the ones today. I recently watched White Zombie and found it to be pretty good for t it's age. If you are looking for a horror movie that does not contain gore I am sure I can give you a few that I can watch over and over.

I saw my first horror movie ...Alien 1...with my sister. I think I was in high school at the time. We saw it when it was on regular television channel. I have not gone to a theather to see a horror movie. I think that would be much too scary for me.

Ah, true, gore is not needed to make it scary. Some of those Alfred Hitchcock films are scary...yes Vincet Price, I am familiar with him.
A friend of mine said I could borrow Final Destination. Thank you for your offer.

Thank you. I will have fun.

I think my parents were being protective, not a bad thing. I did not watch scary movies until I was in high school.

My parents were strict on the television watching. No television during school days, only on Friday night and Saturday night, if homework and chores were done. Music and books became my favorites for leisure time. My parents were not as strict with music. It could not be loud and homework still had to be finished. I could read novels after homework was finished, but I was not allowed to read them at the table during mealtimes or in the car when we went places.