yaah. tiggs is takin the pee outta me. when i first arrived here i was full of self loathing, self pity, sadness, regret, melancholy, paranoia, anxiety problems and the whole of the depressing spectrum and the like... it was funny.
but yeah, just do what you do, however you want to do it.
people will comment on how and why you do things, that's what people do in all places. no one can ever know someone straight away. we're not psychic beings. it is human nature to ask questions as to why and the where and the who, you just gotta expect that in all life
so if you say you 'feel sorry for yourself all day long' and that you're a 'sad and ugly creature' i'm going to guess you're not a happy person. hopefully, you are a happy person. but yeah, just jump in and add to the forum in any which way, you've got three posts under your belt now, two here and one in poetry, so go ahead and just start being part of the forum.
and welcome

yet again.