Damn strait, finally we agree on something.

it isnt uncommon. you just have to drop the negetive sheild and let yourself open to possibilitys.

ok i'll try to drop the constant negative feelings towards everybody.
but i'm negative about everything every in every day to day things?
it's unexplainable, i've tried councelling i've tried drugs but none of them work.
thats an idea has anybody got any sugestions?
help me!

nothing like that will work unless YOU want it too, thats a reality. It's only up to you.

the world is a nasty place with alot of bad in it...but if your willing to open your eyes to it youll also begin to see all the wonderful brilliance.

when your ready to decide how to live your life you have to go two ways....become selfish, only obssesd with yourself and what you want...and be like almost everyone else. or you can become a good person, rare among many, stand out and be admired.....and get pleasures denied those who turn in on themselves. it's a dark world, but you can stay warm

i've tried to be nice even butting every fibre of my being into it but it Dosen't work.
I guess i'm just nuts?

well maybe you havent tried enough. what did you expect to get out of it....women, cloths, super secret powers. the only thing you deserve to get out of it is feeling happy...and even then youll get depressed because of all the bad people in the world. but at least you can say to yourself....i did my best, and that was more than most other people would do.

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Women, clothes and super secret powers??
all these i have thanks to my temperment (well mabey not the super secret powers) and mood.
be like everyone else? i don't think so!
let me describe my temperment to you.....I take a positive delight in others pain and suffering, I enjoy pain almost as much as i enjoy inflicting it on others,
i've been a front runner for hardcore satanisim ever since i was 12,
and no we don't hide in the woods to chant and seance, to the out side world we are a respected part of the community. I use any means to acheive my goals, Guile, Deceit, Murder, Black mail, Death threats...are among my favorite tools.
and i beleive blood is everything and only by sheding it or losing it can we acheive a major goal in life.
What was that saying i heard on a CPU game thats right "Blood for the blood god"
How do justify killing anything i hear you ask...I beleive that Death is but the next step for life and by killing things I am actually setting them free from the shakles of the world. Why don't i kill myself i hear you ask again..Someone has to be the saver of humanity, besides i want to see world war 3... so there you have me minus a few bits that r censored.

ah you edited it..hmmm

i dont think your sick or twisted, your not even shocking, you actually come acorss as quite sad, not sad as in looser, sad as in unfifilled, somehting in life happend to you and you feel like you need to strike out. unfortunatly you allowed this to carry you away.

in fact you are like alot of people...many i have come across, and choosing satanism doesnt make you stand out anymore than a christian. in fact i have one bloke in my class who also enjoys others hurt and hurting others.....and he's a dork. he wont ever be any good not only at martial arts but at any form of combat because he's too busy hating the world and himself, too much denial, walking around in his highlander coat, thinking he sounds hard or mysterious...and he doesnt, well unless your gullable. theres lots of you out there.

12, thats nice, i chose to be vege at five, i was born into medieval reenactment and swordfighting and having won my fair share of battles from an early age i now teach it.

i think you seek attention too hard

who says i hate myself?? i love myself and the way i live it's people like you that judge us!
something in life happned to me you say? nothing i can think of!
why did i choose this life style? I guess i just woke up one morning a desided to let lose my deepest darkest desires rather than confine them inside me like the rest of humanity.
let it carry me away?? i let it i encourage it to.
i never said being a satanist made me stand out more than a christian..so stop putting words into my mouth!
you say you know a dork that acts like me? "walking around in his highlander coat"
my closet dosn't even own a coat.
Vege at 5 who i hate to think of your iron deficiency...


I think you try hard put yourself above other humans to help boost your already huge ego

i'm not a satanist, but i've seen nothing suggesting it's about hating and killing, except the entertaining satanism on television and movies...but i would hope that people claiming to worship satan would be a little more...careful about tossing around the demonological aspect to satanism...satanist are okay, until they start calling up less...desirable entities...and then it interferes with more than the summoners own life...and that always bites back...especially if the...inexperienced come across something...that enjoy's torture and pain more than any human could comprehend.

"I use any means to acheive my goals, Guile, Deceit, Murder, Black mail, Death threats"

These have nothing to do with a spiritual approach to life, and all but guile are illegal...so if anyone reports you're attempts...i'm sure you could find all the pain you say you desire in the legal system...

i didn't think satanism has anything to do with blood magick, but you don't seem to be able to grasp the blood arts either...there's more to it than a videogame and perceived gods.

killing people who do not wish to die, isn't saving humanity, it's violating the basic rights of another,a human can only save themselves, what you're claiming delight in is nothing more than simple murder, anyone can pointlessly kill...that's really not an amazing feat, watch or read the news.

i borrowed this statement, as i don't have the approach to satanism as a satanist would...however it could be altered to sum up any occult based interest.

i dont have an ego. others will vouch that i greatly differ from them moralistically, but not once have i said im better or smarter than everyone else.

you said you stood out because you adopted this way of thinking....and thus satanism from teh age of twelve.

Those who truly don't, would not have made that statement in this context...

if you flicked back to the last page you would realise the actual context of that comment which was to DS.

but to actually debate ego's......i dont think it's egotistical to say something thats the truth about yourself, if your really good at something theres nothing wrong in saying so, accepting it etc. what is negativly "ego" is if you start commenting on being better than everyone or supirior or putting others down.....which i never did.

not in this thread...

psychologically, everyone has an ego...if not then they'd e be like children...

Actually we could say that we have more than one ego, otherwise we could be like cows instead of children.

yes, but if you have no ego, why would a person have a super ego...however i've met people that have skipped the ego and went straight to super...

ive never said i was better than anyone else in ANY thread J, please feel free to go back and check at your leasure.

i wouldnt agree that no ego would make us children since some children are still egotistical. but then the assesment of if someone has an ego tends to be by the person who doesnt like them or doesnt like how they act.