Well ... if the things are going to evolve in the same way in few months i`ll be gone ... because i`m allready at the edge ... and is not a disease or something like that ... well whatever ... my question is what would you do if you had only few months left ... ?

I guess I would spend as much time with my kids and my man as possible.
try to travel and see everything I want to.
go sky diving.
ride my motorcycle as much as possible.
Eat all the junk food I love....mmm cheese cake!
Let my kids do whatever they want.

these kind of questions get asked a lot..... it's the samething as these other questions getting asked....
like what is good and evil?
or does god exist?
what is the point or meaning of life?

and blah blah blah.....

and all of that other bullshit. yet people keep on leaving them the same answers but having the same answers written out differently from person to person. to where you get to a point and realize you just don't care about it one day and you end up getting sick of it. to where you find yourself saying "hey i used to think like you and not anymore since i don't give a fuck about it now as i used to." you'll be pretty much be above it. someday you'll know what i mean and be like "this girl is right." not now though... later on... you will see it for yourself.

i am not being a dick. i'm just voicing out what i want to say. i know that you are not going to mind. cause you'll pretty much accept it nonetheless. no worries there.

but if i did have a few months to live and i need to do things before i die... with that i pretty much have no fucking clue. i guess i'll do whatever. though that really isn't saying much or maybe it is....

go to england and be a proper, righteously inspired tart before a weekend retreat to ireland, before spending the last of my days celebrating those who made my life wonderful, and making sure that my funeral plans are exactly as i want them.

but if you're talking the end of the world? I'd pack up survival supplies and get as far away from population as i can...living in montana there's a lot of places like that.

1. Go on the internet and tell everyone life sucks (like they don't already know).
2. Have a moment of clarity and realise it was the bottle talking.

I would gather all my buds and game (tabletop) like it was 1999!

The gaming was good in 1999 wan't it....

Yes. Yes it was.
Planescape. Torg. Old Champions...
Maybe we'd just spend the End Days talking about the Good Ole.

Hmmm...I'd finally get some balls and tell a certain someone my true feelings. Depending on how that went, I'd go buy a surplus of torture devices and indulge myself in some good old fashioned sadism!

dont kill yourself, fuckstick. if you have a gambling debt, move, vinny will never find you.

id go to montana or alaska. pack up the truck and steal what we needed on the road. gun, gas food and smokes, booze at times. look at the stars, when the baby slept, fuck. live in a log cabin for however long with a fireplace and a bearskin rug, watch tv in bed, order food and when the guy came to deliver it put a pistol in his face and tell him he came to the wrong house, forget where you are, and i would let him live. just try and forget im going to die untill whenever. just fucking snuggle like mice and enjoy my family.

why montana?

it seems everyone wants to come here to hide.

easy to get lost

I'd make absolutely sure I'm wearing a shirt that says "I'M RICK JAMES, BITCH" at my FUNeral

I'd continue to live my life how i'm living, psychotic, on the razor's edge, trying to fight cars and proffessional boxers, try to visit the ER at least once a night.

It seems several people's biggest life's dream involves going to ireland. I'll be going there for my 3rd time in 2 weeks..... sucks to be you guys!

okay, frog, im really fucking jealous. did you run out of potatoes or booze?

Its not that hard to do. If you go during an off time like mid-winter, you can get a ticket for about $500, and a hotel for around $80 a night, if you dont mind a tiny room. Of course this trip im making all-expenses-paid, because a friend of mine is making a fuck ton of money doing security contracting in iraq and is flying me and another friend out there.

sure, just when i start agreeing wity your posts you have to get really cruel and brutal.