hey lillith, as you're cool with me posting it up, here's what i got on you when i checked. just so everybody can see how innacurate i was on some of it and how accurate i was on other bits of it. and cool picture btw! you're a babe!
On Lillith
Hey babe, here’s my take on you that you requested. Finally, eh?
I am sending this to you by e-mail because it covers some quite personal stuff and I thought you might not want it all to be displayed publicly. You are, of course, free to post it publicly yourself if you so choose, or not to do so, as you wish. Also, if you like, you could PM me and I’ll post it publicly for you if such is your preference.
Anyway, to start briefly with your Spirit Purpose, a topic which we shall return to near the end.
Lillith’s Spirit Purpose: the effective manifestation of love, kindness and compassion. To put that in different words: making real works which embody love, kindness and compassion, and doing so with potency. Same again: actually bringing about change (as opposed to merely desiring to do so or understanding that such change must needs be wrought) which results in the changing of circumstances to a state embodying greater love, kindness and compassion.
We turn now to the nature of your soul, or deep personality, and shall return once more to your Spirit Purpose later. At which point said Spirit Purpose and your fulfillment of it can be understood more clearly in the light of what preceded regarding the nature of your soul.
The Nature of Lillith’s Soul
I will approach this topic from the perspective of the body’s major chakras, it being within the major chakras that the majority (about 95%) of one’s soul is contained. Also, the way that one’s “holds” one’s chakras (ie one’s specific approach to the areas of life and understanding covered by each chakra) is what determines the personal qualities of your soul, or your personal, specific characteristics if you prefer. When in the following section I say that a chakra in you is “very balanced” that means that it is very close to the neutral, “pure” state of the Form, or Idea (check Plato if you’re unfamiliar with Forms / Ideas) of that chakra up on the causal. This neutral or resting state of the chakras is covered in my thread “The Chakras: their nature and meditation upon them” located here:
http://www.occultforums.com/viewtopi...561&highlight=
where you’ll also find the location of each of the chakras within your body described. Said thread will also give you the areas of life and understanding covered by each chakra. So, to begin:
Saturn: Balanced. You can make things happen. Not excessively forceful about it, but effective. Occasionally judgemental, tied to anger. Re: the sexual side covered by this chakra, you’re not a nympho, but you do take a healthy approach to sex and have a healthy sexual apettite. Sexual and freely so; on your own terms. But not your main focus it must be said.
Uranus: Gently, gently. Not a forceful, dramatic break free approach. Hence (the hence being specifically in your case here) you haven’t accessed your full potential here. You are holding it back. Your Uranus chakra does occasionally activate at close to full force, bringing change to you and your life; such instances being due to its connection to your Erectheus chakra (in you specifically). Nevertheless, you still abide within the established and you’re your own beliefs / conceptions as regards the operation of your Uranus chakra.
Jupiter: You do worry a little. About life, your own and generally. About where things are going and how / whether you can make them turn out good. You want to make a difference towards benevolence and justice but aren’t sure how to go about it (hence most of the “worry”). As if you’re missing some sort of “key”. Also, a lack of absolute faith ij your abilities plays a role in this attitude.
Neptune: Very balanced. You are willing to flow with the deeper currents of life and the laws of the universe. You seek these out, seek to understand them. And then you actually *do* implement that understanding and live it.
Mars: Forceful. You will fight, you will stand your ground and you won’t back down. Courageous. Also energetic, willing to do the necessary work. Sometimes you get frustrated at other’s pigheadedness and opposition which causes you to throw more Mars energy/stuff at them (don’t I know it!! Lol)
Pluto: Underdeveloped. For you the key here is the directing of energy and combat (ie the energy which is going to the Mars level of this chakra) within your own soul, transforming your own soul through waging war upon it and through forceful, determined, energetic wok upon it. Yet in a deep, Plutonian sort of way (see above-mentioned thread for more on the Plutonian approach). Deep transformation phoenix-rising sort of thing. Like you have a chasm before you and you’re afraid to make the leap (despite the courage and determination you have at the Mars and Admeitus levels; it’s a different sort of fear we’re talking about here). Suspect it’s a trap, afraid you might fall, and are looking to left and right rather than focusing on the leap. Yet you have seen the other side and, deep down, know it is a leap you must make for it is your path to reach that other side.
Venus: Very balanced. Warm, kind-hearted, compassionate, caring. Make a very good friend. You are *effectively* loving/compassionate though, not wishy-washy loving. You actually get things done with your love. Your love has direction, focus, purpose, pratical application. Also, regarding another Venusian area, you are able to relax and enjoy life’s moments. Could use that latter abilitity more than you do though.
Apollo: Again, very balanced. You flow with life’s laws and seek to embody them within the self. One thing about your heart chakra on both levels though: it is very balanced and strong and you’ve practically applied it. But it is not expanded enough re: your path and potential (though it is very expanded relative to others’ hearts). This relates to the Pluto thing btw.
Chiron: Good. A little self-doubt and not forceful enough. IE, it is balanced and open enough to fetch a good amount of self-love into your system, but not to direct a powerful, blasting flow of self-love into your system. This ties to Apollo, Pluto and to the aspect of Venus re: which others you can love (viz you have difficulty loving strong, strong power and strong, strong change. And when huge, strong, strong amounts of love would be demanded/require of you in order for you to love/accept an activity, path in life, person).
Aesclipius: Generally good, a little blocked. Resulting in dynamic health being directed above its level, but not able to flow to beneath its level. Which results in strong energy/endurance above that level. Not so strong, even a lack at times, below that level. In practice this manifests for you as strong though, speech and insight. Yet, though strong due to other factors in physical activity, physical endurance and the like, nevertheless, lack energy, a little lethargy, in this regard at times.
Mercury: Intelligent, expressive. Forcefully make connections between things / logical inductions, etc. Rather than letting those connections come to you. Hence those connections are often made on the basis of your own perceptions, values and personality rather than their coming to you as they are of themselves, ie as they are objectively re: the creation.
Vulcan: Well balanced; you do practically apply your deeper knowledge and what you have intuited about life and the order of the creation. And you do so effectively. This chakra is connected to Neptune for you.
Admeitus: Your greatest strength. Very balanced, very strong. You’ll fight for what you believe is right, you always try to do the right thing, you are noble, courageous and idealistic. This chakra is pretty damn near perfect in you in fact.
Erechtheus: Your hidden dark side. Generally you don’t use it or even acknowledge it. Like you know it’s there but would almost rather you weren’t aware of it. This chakra doesn’t activate often for you in your life. But when it does it causes your making of dramatic, sudden changes and/or such dramatic, sudden changes come into your life. This chakra is connected to Pluto and Apollo in you.
Sun/Moon: Most of your higher knowledge is intuited through your Moon chakra: you just know it / it comes to you when you need it. Sun chakra isn’t really active in you, for this side of things you tend to use the Sun 45 degree point, which is kinda like having the conscious/rational awareness half coming from above to you and half the result of you going to get it. Whereas Sun is you going to it. But yeah, Moon by far is the most active for you here.
So, to return now to your Spirit Purpose, I refer you first to my “Esoteric/Spiritual Authority and The Nature of God” thread located here:
http://www.occultforums.com/viewtopi...563&highlight=
There you will find a description of the various planes above the Great Void from which Spirits originate. Your Spirit is from the second such plane, the plane of courage and effective action. Yet your Spirit Purpose is, effectively, the union of two of God’s aspects, viz the second plane itself from which your own Spirit originated, and the first plane above the Great Void, the love plane.
Now, the Spirits from each of the aspects of God use the human form and energetic system differently. Love plane Spirits use the hear charka and cavity the most. Second plane Spirits use the two side thrusting routes the most. Third plane Spirits use the ren mai and the du mai the most. Source Spirits use the central route the most. Yet because of the nature of your path you’re a special case and both the heart charka/cavity *and* the two side thrusting routes are strogly involved in your path. Specifically, you have to expand your heart charka such that it extends into the two side thrusting routes and so powers them up and fills them with energy. And such that the heart charka energy can flow through them down to your feet and thence physical reality and manifestation, connecting also up to the crown and thereby to knowledge of the laws of creation and the nature of god and the practical use of those laws and knowledge to produce physical results thereby pertaining to the physical manifestation of the heart charka energy.
The two side thrusting routes, in case you’re wondering, are located in the centre of the body widthways and to the left and right of the central route (aka the taiji pole, the sushumna). They flow upwards to the sides of the head and downwards through the legs to the soles of the feet (from where a lot of the energy brought down through them goes into the toes). These two side energy routes are each about 1/3 of the width of the central route. There’s some diagrams of them in Mantak Chia’s book “Chi Nei Tsang I” as I recall, and also in other Taoist esoteric texts.
Anyway, your heart charka is blocked from expanding into your two side thrusting routes by the way you’re holding your Chiron / Aesclipius charka and the lack of acceptance of forcefulness and power as a way to do things (these being two characteristics of the two side thrusting routes. They also have other characteristics). For you see, when you accept and fully embody an aspect of the creation the energetic structure of structures within your own body pertaining to that aspect of the creation opens, balances and flows energy through it freely. Conversely, if you get the energy flowing freely and clearly through an energetic structure than the understanding and acceptance pertaining to that energetic structure will arise in you.
At any rate, because you have yet to accept, and so yet to understand and embody, the aspects of effective action pertaining to forcefullnes, power and such like, your heart charka is blocked form expanding into your two side thrusting routes. And consequently you can’t manifest / haven’t yet realized your Spirit Purpose.
Now, you can so realize and manifest your Spirit Purpose in, essentially, one of two ways. Firstly, and most easily I’d say, you can do so energetically by meditating and expanding your heart charka into your two side thrusting routes and then running the heart charka energy through those two side routes until those routes are flowing freely and clearly and an a permanent, free-flowing connection has been established between them and your heart charka. This is the option I’d recommend for you, not least because you’re probably going to react against conceptually accepting what I have to say here (ie re: your approach to and understanding of the laws and nature of the creation). But the simple running of energy in your body in a certain way shouldn’t be subject to such a reaction on your part I would guess.
Anyway, in case your interested, the second way by means of which you can so realize and manifest your Spirit Purpose is conceptually, by conceptually realizing and understanding the relevant conceptual lessons. For the attainment of said understanding will produce its energetic embodiment, viz the acceptance of the nature and function of the two side thrusting routes and the consequent expansion of the heart charka into them and their free-flowingness as a result of that.
Of course, it is fastest and most effective to approach the issue from both directions, using both methods at once. But if you choose not to or would prefer not to do this, then either approach on its own is fine and would still be effective. You could also meditate on the relevant charkas as per the description herein given to produce the required results here, ie approach their attainment through the medium of the balancing of your own soul.
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So whaddya reckon babe, accurate? Still think I don’t know you?
Anyway, consequently you can see that from my perspective, that is to say from the understanding of you and your nature herein described from which I was perceiving your words and your assessments of me and my material, what in fact I saw occurring was your expression of your own lack of acceptance of a part of yourself, viz the two side thrusting routes. Or more specifically conceptually, the lessons of forcefulness, combat and the physical manifestation of the warrior that are embodied within those two routes.
Hence, you objected to my stuff because it embodied an understanding which you have been fighting against and seeking not to accept. That understanding being the very one which would unlock your own path for you. And the fact that it embodied that understanding is why you were drawn to my stuff and we sort of met if you like (amongst other reasons…). For each soul / Spirit seeks out / has come to it the experiences which will unlock the gates to its deeper evolvement.
And that is the chasm that you are now ready, finally, to cross.
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And on another note, just for the fun of it, I decided to take a look at your physical form too (like to know who I’m talking to). So this is what I got on that: dark brown hair, cut in a bob. You’re a bit below medium height. You have rounded facial features, ie not harsh or angular, more cheeks than cheekbones. Not a long or a square face, again, warmly curved describes it best. Brown eyes (I think).
Body: not fat, slim(ish) with medium firm muscle tone and pressure to the touch as from a thin layer of (fairly firm) feminine fat over that muscle. Size B breasts.
Skin I get white, but you tan easily. Warm smile.
Your natural (ie unperfumed) smell is sweet with hints of musk, jasmine and yellow woodland crocus. (hey, I like checking that one out. A leftover from my lifetimes as a variety of big cats).
So whaddya think on these ones too? Accurate?
All the best babe, and with love,
Oazaki.
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