ok i have just one question ... for what do you live for ? i put myself same question few year ago.. i said that i live for pleasure and by pleasure i dont mean only material things i mean things from sex , watching a good movie , eat smoething that i like to love , helping someone that i like , and thing for my soul .. but few months ago i realized that this is not enough and i dont fell the pleasure like i felt it year ago ... for example i waited more than 5 years to gain something and i`m not so happy as i thought that i will be ... i dont know .. i dont know from where i came , where i am , where i`m going and even why i exist .. i feel like something is wrong ... anyway let`s go back to my question , for what do you live for? what are your goals?.........

people don't know what they are living for. the only thing is they are living. their is nothing wrong you at all or with what you are doing. but this is what i think is all. i think that you need to stop looking for what you are living for and just live your life. i think you should stop looking at it and live it is all. maybe by that time you'll find out what you are living for. if not it's life man.... nobody can be able to answer your existance and all that other stuff you are wanting to know about. those things are unknown. as far as my goals and what i live for. i don't know about it yet and so i am not worried. but you are not the only one with these kind of thoughts since everyone has these very same one's...

anyway... why give a big fuck about it? that is what my thought is... right now actually.

Kendra makes a good point .
Just live your life . . . and the answers you seek will come .
Maybe not at the time you need them but eventually they will come .

You should have goals in your life but don´t focus to much on them ,
you´ll miss some wonderful things in the mean time !

exactly

So far so good......I just live to live. I also live to love, have fun, and to have as much knowledge before life offs me.lol.

At the moment life is good. And that's all I care about right now. I've got my love, my pets and an okay place at least till we move and many friends and a job.

There's still so many other things to do- but I'm happy and that makes living all the better.

well you don't have to be happy about the way i live. everybody has their own kind of way on wanting live in order for themselves to be happy. but what is nice about the internet they can't personaly know and see what my life is truly like outside of darkforum. the only thing they can do is make assumptions based off of the things i say about it. but with what you do inky it's cool. you do what see's fit.

hopefully i don't get take the wrong way. from what i said....:/

Yeah, I think I agree more with InKY in my own way, though everyone's view is a valid one, as it's how we each individually experience it. It's good to share it though, because you never know. Food for though is a good thing; you never know what new things you can discover.

well ... I was sure that some people will say somethings like "just live your live" well I try .... but I just cant ... there are only few things left that brings me pleasure ... but there is no intensity at all ... and I also say if there is no life after death then why the hell should the show go on ? it`s pointless .... well I dont kno what to do... the days are passing sometimes slow , sometimes fast but almost all the time when I go to sleep I say that another day has past but wasnt a good day at all , it was bad or just pointless...... sometimes I wanted to kill myself but I keep telling myself to stay one more day maybe something will change ... ( and dont say something like " you can change the things " because I cant , and the things that I can change are to little and insignificant ) sometimes I event wanted to kill myself just to see if there is life after death.... well what can I say more ... life goes on I`m just a little point in the universe

*thinking* hmmm.


i'll get back to you....

Some periods of time are just like that...life's not all ups all the time. There are some downs and some coasting times and sometimes when things are really quiet. After a while you get to know the difference when things are just quiet and steady (what some people would consider "totally boring") and when they are the sort of quiet where you feel you might need to do something to shake things up a bit. Or, you can also learn to appreciate those moments when things are quiet. A doctor told me that he had had a conversation once with his son who said that nothing was going on and that it was boring...his father, the doc, replied, "When you see what I see all day, trust me, boring is good."

good one person i don't have to help. *yay*
for kendra and rest for her..... this is making me feel a bit lifted and slightly better.
*nods head to a slightness* relief...

I live for others and to enjoy life or have fun, life just isnt fun if you don't find personal use or enjoyment out of it! also noone should ever kill themself because if they feel worthless go volenteer theres alot of people that need help.. "not to be a doo good-er" but yeah .. goal wise i have pretty much none except for don't get people i know and trust angry or dislikeing me would be a plus.. .. commentiong your 5 year waiting.. (with expectation comes dissapointment).. doesn't it always seam that way! oh well life keeps liveing on