Ok last night I was thinking and I mean really thinking about it and do you guys realize that technically we might as well be alive forever, cause our soul or whatever goes somewhere. But some people kill themselves as a way to escape and just die, but if we really do end up going somewhere, then technically we aren't completly dead, just in another realm. So does that mean we really live forever and if we do aren't we all going to go insane?? Who really wants to stay forever?? This concept drives me crazy.

do you have a lot of frustration in you life?
I do believe that souls have eternal life, they are just a form of energy, and energy is always there, just not always seen...

Actually yes I do have a lot of frustration in my life. my gosh i am a obsessive-complusive-borderline and it drives me nuts so I think about a lot of stuff and this really makes me think. So if I ever die I will still be there as a soul and that's not cool, cause I will be bored as hell.

I think it would be fun to be a conscious ethereal form, you could sneak into places and see things, you could be like a poltergeist and throw things at people, you could scare people, do absolutley anything you want...strong enough you could even enter bodies and do stuff that way...I think an afterlife could be fun...if they would stop incarnating me...

yea it would be fun for awhile, but would you want to do that kind of stuff forever?? i would eventually get bored.

I dont believe in forevers.There maybe existance but its not in a stagnant state.

I hope there is no forever, cause I really will go insane.....what would we do well...forever. that would suck. I hate life as it is, but then to have to get rid of it and still be there just isn't my idea of a good time.

My words exactly.

I remember nothing before I was three, I remember nothing of tommorow.
So as far as mind is concerned I was never born, I have never died.
I am Infinite. There was nothing before me, and as far as I know there is nothing after me, so I am and always was, and I always will be.

Yes there are flaws in this, except if you base it in perception.

I don't understand what you are saying. You got me all confused.

*Smiles* Sorry, meaning acording to my mind, I already am forever. I see no beginning of my existance and I can see no end to it.

Knowing Death is coming is not quite the same as seeing death coming.

Lol. You remind me of my friend Brian. Cracks me up!! he is like my bestest friend ever. I see what you mean though and what you are saying (now that I understand) makes complete sense. (i am a blonde)

lol. Thank You for the Compliment. I wouldn't worry too much though, *winks* I am told I am confusing at the best of times.

Yea I like confusing people at times a lot. *I always confuse Brian* Oh well it kind of scares me though when you think about it to be around forever. I know I will end up getting bored and wishing that would be it. I tell you dieing is really not that fun. It's more of a choice whether you die or not. It was happening to me one time and I got bored with it and mustered it all together and breathed finally. Lol. Anyways if you would like to chat more you can email me at ericaj@usd444.com or go to my lil frozen hell lair under friendship.

Being around forever wouldn't be so bad, being around forever after you've done everything would be the bitch.

I understand though, I nearly drowned myself once at a beach.

One time I just got messed up or something I guess and just went all spastic and couldn't breathe and everything and felt all tingly and then I stopped breathing and my heart was beating slower and slower and getting ready to stop and I was thinking about how boring it was just sitting there dieing and that was it. I just breathed really hard even though it wasn't so easy and I was all fine again, but had to stay up the rest of the night unless I wanted to die like in my sleep or something.

That is not just perception, that is ignoring everything outside of your own mind as well.

i think the idea of being around forever, is that we are not aware of it. sure we could have already lived thousands of lifetimes, but the majority of us are not aware of it and so we're not so bored. maybe we can sense it, maybe not. i've beginning to think that this little haven of an existence we have here is an accident though but we'd rather be oblivious to the fact. there's nothing inspirational in an accident.

yea, but if I go back and don't get to haunt people at least for a little while that is going to suck. The thought of me dieing and not being with my true love scares me too. I don't know I guess it won't be so bad if I don't remember.

I said there were flaws.