When that shit happens. Man it can hit you pretty hard. I hope that my dad could make it through fathers day and Christmass. That is all i really ask for.

my best wishes.

Thank you Chupa.

wow ...i am sorry to hear ... i hope for the best for you and your family .. especially your father...

That is very unfortunate...
....What ails him if I may ask? Perhaps I can help

I'm sorry to hear it. It's a very scary subject for me. As much as my parents drive me nuts...I don't feel that I could handle their deaths. My mom says she felt the same way but she says something in you changes and you just handle it. She says it's hard sometimes though. Her and my Dad both bum out over their moms being gone...especially around the hollidays...I can't even think about it without getting comletely bumed but it's one of those things that always goes through my mind. What if my Dad has a heart attack or my mom gets in a car wreck or damn I'd be alone in this world. I guess I'm not helping much...I've never been through it yet but...I dread it and I can only imagine what your feeling...literally...I'm sitting here just imagineing and I don't even want too...gosh I hope somebody helps me through it. I hope I can keep it together for my kids.

Thank you very much Oblivision.

I hope he's not in pain.

There is nothing that you or anybody could do. My dad has been smoking for 27 years and his age is 64. Before he had a heart attack and got an operation from it. Last night he had something wrong with his heart again. His heart went off rythem and he went over to my uncle Kenny to get is heart exrayeded on. It doesn't look to well. So if he keeps on with the smoking there isn't much anyone could do for him. He could die any day. But things happen for a reason.

Thank you Phage.

im sorry

I'm sure you can do fine starface. Yeah it sucks when death comes upon your family. Even if you haven't been showing them enough love like your sapost to you know. Cause in a way you kind of blame it on your self you know. But it isn't your fault or anyones elses. Like you have said on what your mom told you to do.If i were you i wouldn't think about things like that about your parents.

Try and keep positive thaughts about them. Maybe i should do the same for my dad huh?

Thank you Sybelle.

hope he gets well

Thank you Oez.

I am sad to hear there is nothing I can do. But I know what you mean when you say things happen for a reason. It is just unfortunate that it has to be this way for all of you. I wish the best of luck and happiness for you and your family, and I sincerely hope your father isn't struggling in anyway and most of all I hope he still enjoys life.

Thank you that REALLY means alot to me. Also made me smile. Yeah my mom and i are going to have to keep an eye on him.

*smiles*
That is good.
I am comforted to here you look out for eachother, a close family like that is sometimes hard to come by.
Stay strong my friend.

I will try thank you.