hehehe oh

Cool fancy a shag?

actually I do...

a little while ago when i went to go and get some food. i saw my grandma standing by the cabbinet looking at all the soups. at first i thought she was dead because she wasn't moving at all and she was just standing. i was being casual about it when i was getting some food. then out of the left corner of my eye i saw how she finally moved. after i found that she was ok and wasn't dead i took a deep breath. at first i thought she caught death by the cabbinet.

you know that would be really freaky to find someone dead and still standing. I think that might actually scare me.

oh yes of course. man that scared me for a while. i seriously thought she was dead since she was just standing there and not moving. that was kind of creepy.

Cool I'll expect you in 10 mins.

I'll be wearing nothing but a cock ring.

I suppose I could tie up my hair with it...

Sounds cool to me!

right on then.

:fro:

yo you mess wif da fro.

then ya gatta go!

haven't seen that movie in a while and i forgot what it was called again.

what am i going to do right know.

lay down on my bed and relax and maybe watch a horror film. i'll watch the movie IT in the dark and have sound hooked up to my sterio. it sounds like i am at the movie theaters to. the loudest it goes is up to 50. that is how hight the valume it. i have turned it all the way up when parents weren't home and i had music playing. it didn't blow out my speakers either.

fuck sorry about the miss typing i'm kind of tired to.

i'm compiling a list of all my past conquests.

Relaxing.... I didn't have to work all day today.

I just had sex

now I am going to smoke a cig and watch a movie....

feeling sorry for myself and the shit my mother put me through... I wish I could give it up, but - I guess I cant

bitch

I HATE her

night

wondering about hypocrasy... how much of me is fraudulent and how much is truth...

well, that and lonely. every four months a new reason to be lonely.

Ooops, heehee hello Shy Shy and Ave fuckdoll