say, huh?

wait, i can read, fuck it.

nevermind

well its hard and its cold- never mind

just what im used to

no I just didn't feel like finishing my sentance due to it started sounding a bit disgusting.

I'm not real into the whole popsicle scene... unless its to suck on them.

I love me; I love everyone that loves me; I love everyone that loves those who love me; and I especially love my peepee

I'm not into the popsicle thing either- just something to say

I'm partially jelous and partially not. I fully believe in interpreting my dreams and learning about my subconscious needs and desires from them. I don't know that this would be possible if i could control my dreams.

random: you know, i think i just realized why i feel so lost as of late.
not enough sleep=not remembering my dreams.

I also love the fact that i can identify with almost anyone.

well, what I can do is limited and only sometimes can I do it. whats in the dream is my subconscious, but sometimes I can touch things and investigate them. for instance, i had a dream a bit back that I was sitting up in an old tree that was up on a cliff that looked down over a beach. on the beach there were three tribes. each built their homes differently, but all were on the sand. The tree spoke to me about the the importance each put into the structure, what it should be as a home all while considering that it sat on the sand and was susceptible to the waves.

one tried every time to build something stronger, more bulky thinking strength would withstand the waves and shifting sand, they failed every time to withstand nature's force and had to rebuild their bulky heavy structures every time which was very time consuming and laborious.

I forgot the story of the second tribe's story but it was somewhere in the middle of these two tribes, a three bears sort of thing...

the other accepted nature's force and built their structures light, when the waves it rebuilding was quick and light and though it fell sooner it was expected.

anyway, in the dream it was more eloquently told by my tree friend and the control I had in it was knowing this was a dream and it had a lesson for me, so i asked a few questions with that in mind.

I love the fact that I'm as good as making people laugh as I am at making people fear me. I'm proud of the fact that I can empathize easily and listen, but not put up with peoples' crap when I feel like I'm being abused. I like being artistically talented, and overly creative. I also like ice cream a hell of a lot. It's weird, because my two guilty pleasures are chocolate and ice cream, but i don't really like chocolate ice cream.

I don't like anything about people as a whole; I treat everyone on an individual basis, so I'll never be one of those "I HATE PEOPLE" people. I also can't see going through a list of everyone's good characteristics, since I know lots of people, and a lot of them don't have any good characteristics. So, no dice.

I love how I am detached emotionally and have the innate ability to drive people away from me.
hehe

that's so goth

I love the fact that nothing really phases me.

And I love my girlfriends tits and ass.

Me too, baby. Me too.

you looky but no touchy

I drank a King Cobra the other day and thought of you. I haven't seen King Cobras in a couple of years. Thanks for bringing that shit up!


I love myself. I used to hate myself. But that was when I was 16 and stupid. I now realize that I am so awesome. SO AWESOME! And I have really pretty eyes. Yep.

As for other people... I'm not going to list everyone that matters to me. I'm lazy. Let's just say I'm a lot nicer in person, and I care a lot more about people than I like to let on. So obviously I think highly of some people.

post some pics wicked lady

Being the stoic type, it takes a lot to phase me and I can quickly adapt to a situation or setting without losing myself. My sense of humor, inheriited from my Mother and Grandfather. My observational skills and self-awarness, as well as my independence of thought and genaral knowledge. My heritage, my hair too, my ability to dicipline myself . . . That's all that I can think of off of the top of my head.
Right now, mostly due to the idiot sitting next to me trying to show me "The internet Funny" in so called amusing images. I'm not feeling very fond of others, so I'll have to write about that later.