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Yeah i just wnat to know. What did you all do when you were little. Having trouble going to sleep? If so do you still do the same thing?
When i was a kid afraid to go to sleep. All i would do is rap my self up in a blankit and lay very still the dark. Then there was another thing that i was concerned about. It was my heart beat. Cause you know if a fucking monster or what ever were to jump at you. Not being able to find you in the dark. All they would have to do is hear your heart beat. So i would lay there like oh FUCK!!
Then i would be holding my breath. Cheating a little bit on my breaths. I still carry the laying under my blankit and not moving thing. But the monsters and holding my breath shit. I don't do. Then if i really can't sleep. I come on here.
So what did you all do? If so do you still carry a little bit of this trait
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I donno, I never had much of a problem. I always fell asleep to black sabbath and stuff, and thne as I got older (7 or so, after my bro went out to california and Egypt) Rage Agaisnt the Machine and some Israeli hardcore band. Getting to sleep was never the problem, I had night terrors till I was like 8 where I'd get up and run around the house asleep screaming my head off and eventually throwing up. I don't remember any of it but Mom and Dad do and it sounds like it wasn't alot of fun. To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. | |
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If I can't get to sleep then I just pull a pillow over my head or stroke my cat who always lies on my chest when I go to bed. I never had a cat(tame) as a kid so I don't know where this came from. To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
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I don't think I had much trouble with that. I assume I'd go jump into my parents bedroom.
But then again, me and my little sister shared a room, so we would probably be scared together. I don't remember climbing into her bed, but it could have happened. More than likely, she would have climbed into mine.
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Think I would watch at the light my sister always wanted on..
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me either...and i have to sleep on the couch...so im usually hold some time of stuffed animal over my head I move the stars for no one. | |
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thinking only keeps me awake lol I move the stars for no one. | |
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thanks everyone
yeah some night we all have scared nights at times. while know i could go on the computer, listen to music, or watch tv.
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I did the same as I do now
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When I was lil I always had to make sure the closet door was closed completely, and my bed was a platform bed so I didn't have to worry about anything coming out from under it  ... but I did have this phobia of someone coming in and cutting off my limbs while I was sleepin, it came from this movie my dad let me watch, about some dude sneakin into this chics room and cutting off her arms and stuff, so I coun't never sleep unless I was completely covered and the door was locked... but I'm all over that now... once I lay down I'm gone for the night  Shimmering sweet
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yeah i kinda did the same hting i basically mad emy blankets into like a sleeping bag so my feet werent open to anything........ i still do it  "Thou hast bred hate where there dwelt none
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i hated the door closed when i was little. i wanted it open so that my parents could hear me if anything did happen and so i could easily run out. we never had locks on our doors and even if we had, we never locked them. i suppose it was safer that way. i've only started locking the bathroom in this new house.
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| Re: what did you do when you were little. When you were afraid to sleep. -
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Quote: Originally posted by Dark_Rain Yeah i just wnat to know. What did you all do when you were little. Having trouble going to sleep? If so do you still do the same thing?
When i was a kid afraid to go to sleep. All i would do is rap my self up in a blankit and lay very still the dark. Then there was another thing that i was concerned about. It was my heart beat. Cause you know if a fucking monster or what ever were to jump at you. Not being able to find you in the dark. All they would have to do is hear your heart beat. So i would lay there like oh FUCK!!
Then i would be holding my breath. Cheating a little bit on my breaths. I still carry the laying under my blankit and not moving thing. But the monsters and holding my breath shit. I don't do. Then if i really can't sleep. I come on here.
So what did you all do? If so do you still carry a little bit of this trait
(to make me feel better about my self) So i know i'm not the only one. | You know I had the same problems as you, nowadays I just rap myself up and hold still.  I want to live in a world of peace
Without conflict, like the one I’ve seen in my dreams.
I just can’t keep it inside
I’ve gotta say what I wanna say
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I used to have trouble when I was smaller. I'd lie quietly, barely breathing and stare at the shadows so I'd know if they tried anything. Later, I used to go to sleep with a light on. Have you not learned from the corpses of your bretheren? | |
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| Re: what did you do when you were little. When you were afraid to sleep. -
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Quote: Originally posted by Dark_Rain Yeah i just wnat to know. What did you all do when you were little. Having trouble going to sleep? If so do you still do the same thing?
When i was a kid afraid to go to sleep. All i would do is rap my self up in a blankit and lay very still the dark. Then there was another thing that i was concerned about. It was my heart beat. Cause you know if a fucking monster or what ever were to jump at you. Not being able to find you in the dark. All they would have to do is hear your heart beat. So i would lay there like oh FUCK!!
Then i would be holding my breath. Cheating a little bit on my breaths. I still carry the laying under my blankit and not moving thing. But the monsters and holding my breath shit. I don't do. Then if i really can't sleep. I come on here.
So what did you all do? If so do you still carry a little bit of this trait
(to make me feel better about my self) So i know i'm not the only one. | Yep...me too...I would just wrap up and "pretend" that I was sleeping. So I told my 2 year old that the monsters will come and get her if she doesn't lay very still and be very quiet..."pretend your sleeping honey". I was wanting for it to get her to lay still and quiet and fall asleep easily you know but of course it backfired on me because...well because it was evil so now...she has NO fear of monsters. She says..."Moma, I want to SEE the Zombie...where is it?" She wants to PLAY with the monsters and shit...go figure! So she jumps up and down on her bed yelling, "Come on Zomies let's plaaaaaay for I go night night." ~SinisterWhore StarFuck "...IN THE MOUTH OF MADNESS..." The artist must create a spark before he can make a fire and before art is born, the artist must be ready to be consumed by the fire of his own creation. Auguste Rodin "The most difficult thing in the world is to reveal yourself, to express what you have to.... to be willing to risk everything to really express it all." -- JOHN CASSAVETES "solve et coagula" ... destroy to create ... To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. | |
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