a thank- you of sorts
Offtopic DiscussionDiscuss a thank- you of sorts in the Discussions forums; first off let me introduce my self some of you may know me others may not in the chat i am known as Twisted_devotion in the forum i was once ...
first off let me introduce my self some of you may know me others may not in the chat i am known as Twisted_devotion in the forum i was once known as Oblivion but was banned because of a stupid little post that no one but the people involved would have gotten but that is niether here nor there and i suppose that after i post this i will get banned again for no reason other than i stated who i was.....if i do get banned again i would ask that this thread stay open for all to read and understand that some of us do make friendships and if we are lucky enough even relationships other than the font on the screen and because of that we can still get hurt by those same "friends" ......but on to the meaning of this thread
to Voidsbain...first off i want to say i am sorry for you see i care just as much or even more for the same person you do so i am sorry for that considering that you are a nice guy
To RedMeat....... I want to say Thank you for being "i will come out and say it" an ass because of the way that you treated her she thought that you actually cared about her and possibly you did or even still do but she is no "project" that someone can just come along and put back together so that she might become an adoring little puppy for you .........you know it is funny all you had to say to her was that you care enough about her and she would still be planning her trip there
To Sire...though i ahve my own personal problems with you but that is my deal ...i have been here since before you have taken this site over and i want to say is Thank you for that! for you see if not for this site i would not have met Midnight_sorrow.. though i have disagreed about the way you run or i guess now ran this place it has been my only refuge from my life and for that you have my respect
To Midnight_Sorrows Friends......Just know these are my words and not hers i would never think of speaking for her...those of you who know who you are i would like to say what is up with you she came here not looking to really help anyone but she did her best she listened to your complaints and problems tried to help as best she could and all you do is keep going to her with your own problems Not even thinking that she might have some of her own or just listened to her for a while instead
And to those that do not care for her or even possible hate her...well lets just say that i truely pity you and i wish that you can find a semblence of .....something
And finally to those who do not know Midnight_Sorrow....look through some of the back pages especailly in the poetry thread and know that she is a very wonderful perosn that did not deserve the hand that was dealt to her but can more than play the game and win.................
in closing i hope that this thread stays open or at least not deleted right away for this is a place for the lost to come home to and to be treated with a little respect at least it used to be.....i hope that it still will be
Like you know what the fuck I feel.Like you know how sick I was of all the pain and arguing a relationship shouldnt be a constant agonising struggle like that.I did fucking care but wasnt certain it would work out, which is enough for a break up it seems.I never thought of her as a project or a probelm to slove, I couldnt stand people I like hurting which i explained to her and which she seemed to have forgotten to mention to you.Its wonderful to see people listen to a single side of a story and believe they know everything.
Work is of two kinds: first, altering the position of matter at or near the earth's surface relatively to other such matter; second, telling other people to do so.
Hmm...I wonder...devotion, oblivion, whatever...I wouldn't be so quick to jump to conclusions if I were you. There is apparently a lot more to this story than you have been told. I liked Middy, I listened to her, I tried to support her, and still I get a load of shit from her as soon as she gets a little upset. And this has happened more than once. I'm getting really tired of being lashed out at for things that are beyond my control.
You promised me the ending would be clear
You'd let me know when the time was now
Don't let me know when you're opening the door
Stab me in the dark, let me disappear