~smiles~
The screaming voices running around inside my head have settled.... like children that just got reprimanded. ~hugs~

Thank you for bringing me some peace of mind.

Xxx-SIN-xxX
aka
"Evil little bunny"
~smiles~

I appreciate it, Jobe. Thanks bro

Sini, remember I meant every word I said to you, don't you foget, and thankyou you for the payment in smiles for they are worth more than gold to me.


Duddy, you have something truly beautiful there, treasure it and keep it close.



I wish you both happiness and love and I am here whenever you need me, and Sini you you how to reach me hun.



Take care


*starting to believe he's an angel*


Jobe

*chuckles* Truth hits hard, doesn't it, Jobe?

*smiles warmly...*

Hey! Wow...you are an angel! I would just like to thank you too. I can't help but feel you deserve so much more than my little Thank you...hmmm perhaps I can kneel in your honor at midnight and howl at the moon Thanks, I love you.AQ

I cannot thank you enough Jobe...~smiles an' hugs~ Thank you for your blessings and I'm glad to hear that you're starting to believe you are an angel... for you are.

~hugs tightly an' gentle kotc's~

You take care as well eh?

**evil little bunnie**
aka

Xxx-SIN-xxX

To my friends, there is nver any need for thanks, all I ask for are your smiles. Smile for me and I will be forever happy

Jeez.... remember there are PMs.... i think I will go and puke in the toilet now.....

Unless of course you wanted this to be public... and in that case accept any posts like mine that you get.....

Dyshade, what a rather redundant post that was. ~smiles~

Obviously if we hadn't intended and wanted for this to be public, then we would have used the PM. Ask Duddy, I am well aware of how it functions. And if this is making you puke, wow it's a good thing you can't see what I say in pm with my puppy pie... ~grins wickedly~

Xxx-SIN-xxX

Nah.... it is not you who is making me puke.... though I cannot see how anyone gets sucked up by.... well... NM I do not wanna start any shit.... i just remember when a certain someone first came here and lied thier pants off.... I hate pity partiers..... you know those people that say thier life sucks and they have it so bad just to get attention...... though as someone has well proven it sometimes does work..... very well too...

Just asking, this in reference to me?

Take it as you will.... as I said I am not here to start any shit.... just to air my views.... as is seen my opinion is not shared by others..... so perhaps i am wrong.....

I was not asking in a threatening way Dyshade, just merely asking.

Your opinion is as valid as anyone's. You can view me as you please, you are totally entitled to comment on me as you see fit and your comment was totally understandable.


If you wish to get to know me better then I am available to talk, if you wish not to then that is your choice


Either way I hold no ill will and you are free to make your comments as you see fit, there will be no backlash or outrage from me as you are freely entitled to air your views just as anyone else is.

The hand of friendship is extended and the choice is yours free of pressure.


Jobe

You would not like me as I am brutally honest and I cannot stand self-pity...... hell half the time I think I am being nice and others stand up to tell me what an asshole I am being.....

to tell the truth.... if you want to hear it.... I think you are an attention seeking pity whore..... though being that can and does have its place as there are those out there who need people like that to make themselves feel better.....

Though I do not see you as being all bad.... some of your poems are very well written..... the ones that do not deal with the overly emotional aspects of pity and depression......

I expect others to stand up and chime in as soon as they see my posts......
I do respect you for your not taking offense though to my opinion... it is refreshing to see someone who can take criticism as just that......

So in ending..... or maybe beginning???
I hate self-pity...... I think that those who utilize it are often just doing it to either seek attention or friends..... when in the end all they had to do was be themselves and forsake the depressing attitude.......

I take onboard all that you have to say.

As for the self pity, I do not seek pity as that does not help reslove any issuses, thou I can undestand that sometimes my actions may be taken that way. I do agree that sometimes I do seek attention and help, but then at times don't we all.

I thank you for the comments regarding my poetry and even more so because I know they are not some bullshit pat on the back that maybe others who are seeking favour may do. I believe in your honesty and know that you would not say so if you not feel so.

Yes some of my poetry can sound pityful and depressing but I write as I feel and sometimes that is just how I feel, but I believe it is good therapy for me and I tend to feel better afterwards. I seek no pity for them as they are a release for me and that is why they are posted and not as a cry for help.

I am seeking help for myself and I am making progress. Maybe I am not the same person I first seemed on DF or maybe I am, only time will tell I guess.

I take your comments as they are, your own opinions and feel at least that I know you to be of honest character, something to be admired I might add.

So I am not offended by your remarks, and still offer friendship if you would like it, if not then at least we can part with a mutual respect for each others opinions.

Jobe

You are a bit different than when you first came here.... and as for the friendship thing.... well we can see what happens.... who knows.....

Keep writing.... it is good therapy.... and you are good at it when you choose to be.....

*And up from the depths he rose... the green eyed, two horned, jealous monster from hell*
It's aaaaalllll good Dyshade...you don't have to understand or except it in order for someone else to find peace within it...that's the beauty of friendship.

Perhaps you are Dy.

What's funny is I feel no self pity comming from Jobe. I am brutally honost too especially when it comes to airing my disgust for someone or something...but unfortunantly I am usually wrong and just acting on immediate emotions triggered by anger management issues. I have a pretty abusive mouth but I'm trying. I however am not as controled as the Masters sooooooo...

Jobe didn't seek me out...I found him. I needed him, incase you want to know how others feel. Of course you are entitled to your opinion blind opinion...we all are.

It's nice to know that you are not overly emotional or ever get depressed or feel alone. It is nice to know that you are an expert on poetry (wich by the way is supposed to be filled with PASSION and such...at least in the past when "the Greats" went about it.

Maybe it's not self pity Dy...maybe it's expressing. Maybe it's to remind people that they are not the only ones who feel that way inside. You should be happy that you are so strong and happy and delightful and smiles come easy.

If everyone were like you...the art world (movies, poetry, paintings etc...) would be boring as hell eh? There would be no dark forum that's for sure...it would be daisy land in Dy's ass or some shit like that. (Sorry my brain farted...breath in breath out).

I wish I could take critisism the way Jobe does. It's so obvious that your opinion won't stop him from being beautiful but it still makes me see Red. Perhaps one day I will be strong enough to just let the world bounce off of my chest too.