just sitting around, curious as to how your New Years Eve *BAsh~ is going so far?
me yeah i m just sitting here (just got out of work,whoopee.) trying to seclude myself from the rest of my household. i m on the verge of losing my mind (or perhaps just my temper) no bigass celebration here. no siree.
its been happening alot lately, i try to look forward to these would-be joyous occasions and try to get into the spirit by doing something new for the entire family to enjoy (esp. since this might be my last holidays here at home) and what the fuck happens?, My mother has to go and just SCREW up my fucking mood, not to mention just RUin my day as a whole.
guess i ll just lock myself in my room and start the new year clutching my phone cards and staring at my monitor screen...for the most depressing part of all this is that i havent had my husband near me during the holidays for quite a while now (military). makes pple wonder how i even have the effort to try and be happy, not to mention try to make everyone else happy (as in Family). heh, its not easy and apparently it doesnt last very long either.
well thats mine, hows yours??
and no i dont intend on starting a bitch thread, just so happens that my new years eve sucks
not at all expecting the same from everyone else
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