have you ever had so many things in your life go wrong that all you felt you needed was a friend, but ya couldnt find one?


yeah thats me.

i may have just lost my job

Yea, and what about your boyfriend?

Jobs can be replaced *hugs* even friends can too though ppl don't want to admit it...

You never start the day with anything but a yawn...that's the way I see it..you can only lose your arms and legs which hurts like hell and is damn inconveniant but you can still get a new job...

Moral lesson over hope it helped *salutes and points in the direction of a CV advice website*

GOD!


i havent heard from him in over a week!!!!!

NOTHING!

Sorry....

you gotta stop wearing that corset to the office...

nice going Velvet honey...bring up some demons why dontcha...

Lilly it's christmas ppl are mad busy..and have you tried to contact him?

Yeah anyway...you got friends though they may be shallow and stupid *bows* it's not friends you gotta worry about it's yourself right now by the sound of things don't try doing too many things at once...finding new friends and worrying about jobs/lovelife/etc is too much...focus on what's important to you..

what happened?

Why do you think you may have lost your job?

The events of your life are but water flowing past the persistant core of your awareness.

i tried to call him....left messages. maybe he just stopped loving me. or maybe he never did.

*huggles lily* I am here for support, I cant make them not fire you, but I can blow them bitches up for you.

that is by far, the sweetest thing anyone has ever threatend to do for me!


*lix Sik Simon*

take heart Lily everyone loses something all the time... it is just a short matter of time before something comes along and makes things better....

besides like sik pointed out destruction is good for the mind sometimes.......

i have no more "local" friends.


sometimes the feeling of lonliness is real.

Damn Lilly..

I wish I could do anything to help you.. If you want to talk, you know where to find me!!

*HUGS*

Yer "bf" sounds like a real douchebag. And forgive me for saying so but you sound rather pathetic chasing after this guy that hasn't called you for a week.

Busy or no, if the guy hasn't contacted you in a week, he's sick of you. If you do talk to him again, tell him to fuck off. There's other people out there. You're young, you'll get over it. It's all trial and error right now anyway.

Get used to feeling lonely and revel in it. You were born alone. You will die alone. The feeling of connection with the people around you is imaginary. There is no one but you. Be strong.

You have us. Don't kill yourself. Fuck that douchebag.

*hug*

can I say douchebag just one more time?

don't beat yourself up over little shit. boys and jobs come and go, you'll find something better.

What he said.