Yeah they suck, not like dreams, nightmares are all like "BBLLLLLLLL" so wake up every 5 minutes in a pool of sweat, man I wish those fucking acidbreath tornado zombies would lay off me for like 30 seconds man, that would be so good. I gotsta getsum rest guys.

You know what gets rid of nightmares? Coffee. Good old fashioned coffee.

It's like you got to be at work at like 11 in your dream but it's already 12 but you wake up and it's 10 but you keep thinking your late, and then its 1030 so you have to start walking but your friend shows up with a car, ok you don't have to leave till 1058 if we floor the entire way, ok, alright man.

Did I mention coffee?

Ok so your stranded in some weird house you don't know where it is, and your stuck there you can't get home and all your friends keep bitching at you cause you got them stuck there and you keep missing the bus home and then BAM! Tornado zombies at six o' clock, you fucking through some shurikens but they slice right through their flesh, and the zombies keep coming, where the hell am I gonna get some holy water at I don't even know where this is.

Next thing you know you wake up on south beach and your covered in centipedes, you jump in the water but there's seasnakes everywhere, ok now your at home, but there's spiders coming out of the toilet by the thousands, you through down a handseal and burn them up but they just keep coming, alright don't panic, run into the kitchen and make some coffee.

SO you drink enough coffee to shit fireballs for the next 6-8 weeks, take some random pills out of the medicine cabinet and chew them up, gotta stay strong, gotta go to work, gotta make money for more coffee and beer, stop looking at me swan!

That is the feeling of goodness running through you, you know when you fall down and begin ramble on, hahaha, alright.

Ok stop fishing out for a second you forgot to breathe, it's 1055 oh fuck you've got 180 seconds to prepare. people freaking out over there. Ok ill be to work on time today.

hmm coffee is yummy come and i shall make you a cup...as for the zombies you'd better start bringing weapons into your dreams

for me its all about rainbows and scarry black cats...

stop mixing Naruto and drugs.

STILL?


*shakes head* youll never change will you?

It was just a joke. But seriously I don't think i'll change much unless I have to.

Oh for goodness sakes.

I'm in rehab classes now though if you really must know, i've been clean of painkillers for 16 days, I take methadone cause I might die from withdrawl if I don't, but other than that i'm clean and just as happy as I was all strung out, maybe even better.

POOKIE! I fucking mished ya babe, i'm back on the internets now, but me messenger es being all shitty like, but holy shit! HI! How art thou?

I'm fine dear. Back at school. Do get yourself all well please.

I am much well as of lately, I'm going to college as soon as I can afford it. Agriculture! I'm going to have my own farm, it's gonna rock balls.

Quite interesting. Why would you want to farm and what would you farm and where?

I like to farm some pot in Holland, but no seriously I want to grow alot of stuff, I'm a produce guy right now so Im getting some first hand veggie experience, I might go upstate florida and grow like avocados, oranges, strawberries, and tomatoes, that's where the money is, fruits.