it's been awhile(about 2+ years), don't know why I left.. don't know if I'm coming back to stay. pretty creepy to read my old posts. I think to myself, is that really me? did I say that shit? water under the bridge I suppose.. I expect one person may remember me.. I've PM'd her but she hasn't logged in for a couple weeks. I don't believe she is the reason I left. with a quick look through of the posts I made, I can tell I've changed a lot...

Pencap! I Fucking Love You! I Chew On You At Work So Good! Mmmm Pencap!

i remember you. but you'll remember me by shyshy the nick i once had. you used to post in my old journal...

*pokes* hi shy.

were you the drummer/ guitar person? if not, you'll have to elaborate.. it's all quite fuzzy.

*gets poked*

hello sik. what is up?

i was the guitar person.

how has life changed for you in the past 2.5 years?

she got a new avatar.

to arsinik yes i have. to pencap its been getting much better. thanks for asking. how has yours been?

Just relaxing, i've been working all day, you don't realize how awesome it is to sit here and talk to people until you've been busy cutting watermelon and wrapping corn all day. And I have tomorrow off! Oh yes, so I see you have a THIRD account name Kendra, Shygirl, then shyshy, now kendra, ohh interesting story i dont know if I ever told you my cousin's name is kendra her father's name was Kenny and her mother's name was Brenda so they named their kid Kendra, my name is Mark and my first girlfriend's name was Nicole, we we're together for a while and I told her about my cousin so we decided if we ever had a girl we'd name her Marcol that would be awesome, and then I was telling that to my friend Leigh who just married this guy named James and she said their kid would have to be named Liam haha, and then it went into a conversation about how I didn't know what a Liam was.

I think I grew up some.. although still floating down the river of my existence. I suppose life has improved in general but the day-to-day challenges still exist as I expect they will til the end of time. At the moment it is returning to college and trying to find something to do with my life.

If I was floating down a river that wasn't that river of my existence I'd be fucking upset, I mean, I'd be birthing dalmatians and raccoons.

wow all of that is pretty interesting hehe. you know i have a brother name kenny. and i'm just spacing it.

well that is all great to hear. we all grow up from to time. that is how life is and we all go through changes.