what if he was fucking sexually abused as a kid you dont know how peoples fucking lifes were.. so don't be so quick to judge

Who hasn't? It builds character.

I think that most of us should be happy with what we got. Not worry about the little things that go on around you. For get about what happened it in the past.

eek

thanks barb, but i got this one.

off topic for a second, yes it is presumptuous to think i wasnt abused and that i have food on my table. i was merely asking for opinion's but we let this get offtopic. soul, i was sexualy abused as a child. most of my floor is rotted and i have no heat. food? i get it if i scrounge it up. i ate mold yesterday, remember? i dont have all that much that is good in my life, and the point of this thread was to wake me up to the fact that, it is up to me to do something about it. bitching wont put food in my stomach, (which has lost 3 inches sence december) or a home to come to at night. i am putting this thread up thier so that maybe i can awaken people that were like me. so, when you say people like me make you sick, is that people that try to help others instead of living so deep in thier own beliefs they shut all other reason or thought out, or that you dont agree with my thoughts on life alltogether. just because someone has a home doesnt make the fortunate, and just because someone has a dirt floor doesnt mean they are less fortunate than others. people in 3rd world countries have survived for centuries off thier own stories and skills, and only in this day and age of computers do american's and such others like us complain about such materialistic things. i am talking about loss,a nd hurt because i have lived through so much of it.........



back on topic: so, lets see what else we can get, i still need some stories, opinions, and ideas...

Are people aware of the ignore user list? If you all don't like what Soul Erosion has to say. Then put her on ignore.

ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND?

barb_kat, i would please ask that you keep the ludeness down, i dont wnat this thread like all my others turned into a verbal onslaught of hatred, instead my opinions comming to wake. i want to share my wisdom and she is intittled to her thoughts.

yes, i agree that what is dealt is dealt, but not always will a person fall into that catagory of understanding. in my example i lost my father, aunt, and love. i tried to pnder who would be better off with the change, and with it i cam to the conclusion of, who knows. thats why its theory. please, keep them comming.

That's an excellent point Soul. Who's to say that the alternative holocaust wouldn't be much worse in that case?
As for me I could go back and change my abusive childhood, yet even if I had that choice I wouldn't bother as I am happy overall with the person that I am now and how would I be able to tell that I wouldn't become less of a person in some compacity if I were to change events that have had an impact on the formation of my personality?
Oddly enough Multiverse theory might make this kind of thing possible, multiverse theory is the idea that there are multiple universes with different timelines varying from things as major as the German's winning WWII and versions of timelines where the only major difference is that you forgot to brush your teeth that day.

I was replying to this and I failed to notice that there are 2 more pages to the thread.

thanks for your input denalay....

You're welcome.

Hmm . . . Butterfly Effect.
That sounds a lot like a classic science fiction short story that I read a while ago.
Does it have to do with a hunting party traveling back in time to hunt a dinosaur and one of the members of the hunting party panics and accidently kills a butterfly, thus altering the course of history?

I read that story a long time ago denalay, but no, it's a different story. I forget who wrote the book that The Butterfly Effect is based on. I imagine that it wouldn't be so hard to find online though.

i wouldn't go back. actually i would. i would go back and tell mike no when he asked me out so i could have spent my freshman year doing something worth wile i would go back to April 21st and try and stop the inevitable, or i would go back farther and beg someone not to move out, or in this case move in. although I'm sure it happened for a reason. i would go back and stop myself from going to that concert when I was little. And then I would go back just a few weeks and save someone a world full of heartache.

I wouldn't do it for anyone.
I'm a bastard.
A rotten evil bastard.
Unloving rotten evil bastard.
That's stupid.

And...a Communist! MWAHAHAH!!(j/k)

i wouldn't change anything...it's that life that put me at the point i'm at now...things are good...i wouldn't want to risk what i have for what i could have had...

well, thank you adrian for your input. i figured there were some things about the past you wanted ot change. you also jordyn, and john, and window. im glad to see you guys are thinking about this. but, where is soul erosion? i miss her!

"SOULLLL, SOULLLLL!"

another scenerio i went through was if i did not go back far enough to save my father. him and my aunt died. (whole family) and i live here in pittsburgh. what do i change for the better now?
well, its the second day of school again, and i see her. the love of my life. knowing what have done to her, would i put her through that again with dating, or would i have just asked for a class transfer right away so that she did not even know me?
bans my love would not change through the alternate universe's because i would assimilate my own self, i would most likely try again. know what not to do, and what to do.
not to be an ass on november 2nd of 2002. not to invite her over my grams. not to move into that house. not to smoke, drink, or even ponder the above. i would deal with things differently as i plan on doing now with this new outlook on life. i would be the perfect gentleman i claimed to be, and then i would be the perfect love i wanted to be forever. i would have been nice to my gram so i could stay in that great school, and thenni could have had my three years of music theory by now. i wouldnt of changed my freshman year of football, i had to much fun and made to many friends.
ultimitely, i believe i would have made some of the wrong choices. threatening ross, andrew servey, and jumping in the pool. that is me. i wouldnt of taken it to the extreme's of killing him though. (like in the movie) i would probably just do what i did before.


on adrian's change, what if she did go back and stop the concert? just that event, lets ponder on that. she would have had almost no trauma in her life at that point exept the nearly comming parting of her grandfather. growing up a untainted soul, would she still have been that crazy phenom i met the 2nd day. head pushed in her notebook, hiding away. would she still wear and listen to what she does now? would all of that matter to me?
here's a thought. what if we both went back at the same time, to the exact same point in time and changed something? what if it was one of our memories? would we have seen each othr and kown what we did? personaly, i dont think it wold matter, as long as things turned out better for her in the end.........

also, inmy one about going back and saving my dad. i would have never in that life picked up a guitar. i wouold never have finished my love for music. learning. it would have been science the whole time... i would have been such a book worm! lol

lets say you went back and saved your dad. you would not have come back the days you did, we might not have met, your shedual might have been different.

if i had gone back and not gone i would still be the same. just less tears. a lot less saddness, a lot more trusting....